“Seems to me there is no advantage keeping you at school any longer. Bit
of practical experience in life will lick you into shape quicker than
anything else.”
“One minute,” said Wynne, “I believe I could get a University
scholarship if you gave me another term.”
“Scholarship be damned! I never went to a University; no reason why you
should go. Not going anyway—”
“Yes, but—”
“Quiet. D’y’hear! There can be altogether too much of a good thing—too
much altogether. I have my own plans for you.”
“And so have I,” said Wynne.
“Then you’ll make them fit in with mine—got that?”
Wynne’s foot began to tap on the ground and his mouth straightened
thinly.
“Go on.”
“I’ll go on in my own damned time. A little hard discipline is what you
want and it’s what you’ll get.”
“Well?”
“I spoke to Kessles on the ’phone last night about putting you there.”
“Kessles?”
“The warehouse people—don’t you know that?”
“No.”
“What do you know? Nothing.”
“A bit hard on Mr. Kessles then.”
“Quiet. He’s prepared to give you an opening, and I’ve accepted it.”
“That’s just as well, because I certainly shouldn’t have done so.”
“I’m not putting up with any argument. You can have a couple of weeks
holiday, then go up to the City like any one else.”
Wynne shook his head resolutely.
“There is no question about the matter, my boy, it is a case of ‘having
to.’ High time you began to make a way in the world.”
“Yes,” said Wynne. “I’ll make a way in the world—I want to and I
shall—but it will be _my_ way, not yours.”
“What do you mean by that?”
“I mean that I am not going to the City—I absolutely
refuse—absolutely.”
“Continue like that and I won’t be answerable for my actions,” cried Mr.
Rendall.
“And you shan’t be for mine.”
The determination in Wynne’s tone was extraordinary considering his age
and fragility. Without raising his voice he dominated his father by
every means of expression. Mr. Rendall felt this to be so, and the shame
of it scarleted his features.
“Since you were born,” he shouted, “you have been perverse and
maddening—ever since the day you were born!”
“Never once since the day I was born have you tried to see how my mind
worked,” came the retort. “You have done no more than force your mental
workings on me. All I know or shall know will be in spite of you.”
“Have you no proper feelings?”
“No, not as you read the word. Proper feelings are free feelings, new
thoughts and fresh touches of all that is wonderful and unexplored. You
think in a circle—an inner circle that constricts everything worth
while like the coils of a snake. And now I’ve had enough of it—enough
of you—more than enough.”
“Enough!”
“Yes, I’m going—I’m going to clear out and find some atmosphere where I
can breathe.”
“D’you dare to suggest running away?”
“Yes, I’m clearing out.”
Some half-formed thought drove Mr. Rendall to seize the handle and put
his back against the door.
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