“If you was to order it now it would be ready when you come down.”
“All right,” he said. Then, as she still lingered: “I think I’ll wash my
hands if you don’t mind.”
“What’ll you have to eat?”
Of course! It was so obvious—he ought to have thought of that. What
could he have? It would betray inexperience to ask what there was—a man
of the world would know in an instant what his appetite desired. Wynne
had often pictured himself ordering a dinner, but now the time had come
he felt strangely unable to do so. His memory served him with a picture
of the uncooked sirloin and the tomatoes, but it was unlikely they would
oven this on his behalf.
The need to answer being imperative, he ordered “A chop, please, and
some potatoes.” After the departure of the landlady he cursed his woeful
lack of imagination. He had dreamed to feast, as the old emperors, upon
ortolans and the brains of peacocks, and instead he had ordered the very
dish which, in the ordinary rotation of the home-menu, would have
appeared on his father’s table that night.
Before going downstairs Wynne decided very firmly what he would say when
asked as to his choice of drink. He would order shandy-gaff, and he
would name it familiarly as “shandy.”
This resolve completed, he opened his suit case and set out his
belongings in careless disorder. Beyond doubt it was very fine to be a
free-lance and possess a room of one’s own in the heart of London. He
took a pace or two up and down the floor and filled his lungs with air.
The rumble of traffic and the long-sustained London note, made up of
thousands of fine particles of sound, drifted to his ears.
“Something like!” said Wynne. “This is something like!”
He put his head out of the window and spoke again:
“You silly old crowds, all hurrying along. You don’t know me—but one
day you shall. Yes, I shall find out all your secrets, and you will come
to me to disclose them. Oh! you silly, busy, hurrying old crowds, I’m
getting ready for you. Why don’t you look up and see me? Don’t you want
to? There’s no charge yet. Look while you have the chance, for later on
I shall tip up your chins and hold your eyes whether you want me to or
not.”
But none was disposed to glance his way. The day’s work was done, and
London emptying itself homeward. There were dinners, warm fires, and
welcomes awaiting them, why should they waste a glance upon the white
face of an anæmic boy who hung out over the sill of a three-shilling
bedroom and blathered his foolish thoughts to the night.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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