Wynne passed from the room disturbed by many doubts. To the best of his
ability he had proved to his mother that antimacassars in no sense were
antimacassars, and, in defiance of his logic, she continued to produce
them. Moreover, she had said they were pretty, and they were _not_
pretty—she had said they were antimacassars and they were _not_
antimacassars. Could her word, therefore, be relied upon in other
matters? For instance, when she announced at table, “You have had quite
enough;” or at night, “It is time to go to bed,” might it not, in
reality, be an occasion for a “second helping” or another hour at play?
It was reasonable to suppose so.
He decided it would be expedient to keep his eyes open and watch the
habits of grown-ups more closely in the future.
V
The next serious impression on Wynne’s susceptible brain was the
discovery of routine, and he conceived for it an instant dislike. To him
it appeared a grievous state of affairs that nearly all matters were
guided by the clock rather than by circumstance. One had one’s breakfast
not because one was hungry, but because it was half-past eight, and so
on with a mass of other details, great and small, throughout the day.
That people should wilfully enslave themselves to a mere mechanical
contrivance, instead of rising superior to the calls of time and place,
was incomprehensible to Wynne. He could not appreciate how regularity
and repetition in any sense benefited the individual. He observed how a
breakdown in the time-table of events was a sure signal for high words
from his father, and an aggravated sense of calamity which ran through
every department of the house. True, a late breakfast presaged the loss
of a train, and so much time less at the office, but surely this was no
matter for melancholy? It argued a poor spirit that could not rejoice at
an extra quarter of an hour in bed, or delaying the pursuit of irksome
duties.
Wynne had never seen his father’s office, but at the age of seven he had
already formed very pronounced and unfavourable views regarding it. To
his mind the office and the City were one—a place which swallowed up
mankind in the morning and disgorged them at night. The process of
digestion through which they appeared to have passed produced
characteristics of a distressing order.
A child judges men by his father, and women by his mother. From this
standard Wynne judged that men might be tolerable were it not for the
City. The City was responsible for his father’s ill-humours at
night—the city inspired home criticism and such observations as:
“I come back tired out and find——” etc.
Wynne had a very wholesome distaste for recurrent sentiments; he liked
people to say new things that were interesting. The repetition of
ready-made phrases was lazy and dull—the very routine of speech. It
were better, surely, to say nothing at all than have catch-phrases for
ever on one’s lips.
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