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"The resources of the mind, Madam," answered I; "only serve to increase
misfortunes by showing them under a thousand different forms." "But if
those misfortunes are without remedy, is it not a folly to struggle
against them, instead of submitting to necessity, which can compel even
the strongest to yield?"--"True, Madam; but that only makes necessity a
hardship the more."--"Still, you must own, Ourika, that reason commands
us to resign ourselves, and divert our attention."--"We must have a
glimpse of happiness elsewhere to be able to do so."--"Then cannot you
try what occupation and forcing your mind to a little pleasure will
do?"--"Ah! Madam, pleasures that are forced upon us are more tedious
than melancholy."--"But why neglect your talents?"--"Talents must have
some object (when they charm not their possessor,) ere they can become
a resource. Mine would be like the flower of the English poet--
Born to blush unseen,
And waste its sweetness in the desert air."
"Are your friends then no object?" "I have no friends, Madam; I have
patrons." "Ourika, you make yourself very needlessly unhappy." "Every
thing in my life is needless, Madam, even my grief." "How can you
nourish such bitter thoughts. You, Ourika, who were so devoted to
Madame de B. during her distress, when every other friend had left
her." "Alas! Madam, I am like an evil genius, whose power lasts in
calamity, but who dies on the return of happiness." "Let me be your
confidant, my dear; open your heart to me. Tell me your secret. No one
can take a greater interest in you than I do, and I shall perhaps be
able to do you good." "I have no secret," replied I; "my colour and my
situation are my sole misfortunes, as you know, Madam." "Nay, do you
deny that you have a secret sorrow? It is impossible to behold you for
a moment without being certain of it." I persisted in what I had first
said. She grew impatient, and I saw the storm rising that was to burst
upon me. "Is this your good faith?" cried she. "Is this your vaunted
sincerity? Ourika, take care. Reserve sometimes leads to deceit."
"What, Madam, can I have to reveal to you? You, who foresaw my misery
so long ago, I can tell you nothing that you do not know already." "I
will not believe you," answered she; "and since you refuse to trust
your secret to me, and pretend that you have none, I will convince
you that I know it. Yes, Ourika; a senseless passion is the cause of
all your grief, and your regret; and were you not so desperately in
love with Charles, you would care very little about being a negress.
Adieu. I leave you, I must own, with much less regard than I felt in
coming here." So saying she quitted the room. I remained thunderstruck.
What had she revealed to me? What horrid interpretation had she put
upon my grief? Who? I nourish a criminal passion? I let it canker my
heart! Was my wish to hold a link in the chain of my fellow-creatures,
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