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thyself worthy of his favour."
* * * * *
Thus did this venerable man open the path of consolation to me. His
simple words carried peace with them to my heart. I meditated on them,
and drew from them, as a fertile mine, a store of new thoughts. I saw
only that I had not known my duty; for there are duties for the lonely
as well as for those connected in the world to perform. Though they
are deprived of the ties of blood, heaven has granted them the whole
world for their family. The charity sister, thought I, is not isolated
on earth, though she has renounced its enjoyments. She has a family of
her own choosing. She is the orphan's mother, the daughter of the aged,
and a sister to the unhappy. How often have men of the world sought for
retirement, there to adore in solitude the Author of all that is great
and good, privately seeking to render their souls worthy of appearing
before the Lord.
* * * * *
Sweet it is, oh God! to seek to please thee by purifying the heart
for the great day of thy appearance.--But I had not done so! A
senseless victim of each uncurbed impulse of my soul, I had pursued the
enjoyments of the world, and had thrown away my happiness. Still I lost
not all hope.--God was willing, perhaps, in throwing me on this foreign
land, to take me to himself. He snatched me from my savage state of
ignorance. He saved me from the vices of slavery, and permitted me
to learn his laws. They point out my duty to me, and I will pursue
it. Never more, oh Lord! will I offend thee for the favours thou hast
granted me, or accuse thee of my faults.
The new light in which I viewed my situation, brought peace to my
heart. I was astonished at the calm that it enjoyed after so many
storms. An outlet had been opened for the torrent, and it now floated
in peaceful tides, instead of carrying devastation with its current.
* * * * *
I soon determined upon taking the veil, and intreated Madame de
B.'s permission to do so. "I shall be truly grieved, my dearest
Ourika," said she, "to part with you, but I have done you so much
harm by wanting to do you good, that I have no right to oppose your
determination." Charles pleaded against it with great earnestness: he
entreated, he conjured me to renounce it. "Hinder me not, Charles,"
cried I; "let me seek the only asylum where my prayers for you will be
equally pure with the friendship I have ever entertained for you."
* * * * *
Here the young Nun abruptly ended her narrative. I continued to attend
her, but all my endeavours to preserve her life were vain. She fell
with the last leaves of Autumn.
THE END.
End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Ourika, by Claire Duras
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