Out in the Forty-Five: Duncan Keith's VowHolt, Emily Sarah
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Out in the Forty-Five: Duncan Keith's Vow
Holt, Emily Sarah
Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; Jacobite Rebellion, 1745-1746 -- Juvenile fiction
"You do not like his being at the supper?" I said. I hardly knew what
to say, and I felt afraid of saying either too much or too little. It
seems so difficult to talk without hurting people.
"Not only that," she said. "I do not like the way he is going on
altogether. I know my father would be in a sad way if he knew it."
I told Flora what I had heard Angus say to Mr Keith.
"Ah!" she said, with another sob, "Angus would not have said that three
months ago. I was sure it must have been going on for some time. He
has been in bad company, I feel certain. And Angus always was one to
take the colour of his company, just as a glass takes the colour of
anything you pour in. What can I do? Oh, what can I do? If he will
not listen to Duncan--"
"Ambrose Catterall says that young men must always sow their wild oats,"
I said, when she stopped thus.
"That is one of the Devil's maxims," exclaimed Flora, earnestly. "God
calls it sowing to the flesh: and He says the harvest of it is
corruption. Some flowers seed themselves: thistles do. Did you ever
know roses grow from thistle seed? No: `whatsoever a man soweth, that
shall he reap.' Ah me, for Angus's harvest!"
"Well, I don't see what you can do," said I.
"There is the sting," she replied. "It would be silly to weep if I did.
No, in such cases, I think there is only one thing a woman can do--and
that is to cry mightily unto God to loose the bonds of the oppressor,
and let the oppressed go free. I don't know--I may be mistaken--but I
hardly think it is of much use for women to talk to such a man. It is
not talking that he needs. He knows his own folly, very often, at least
as well as you can tell him, and would be glad enough to be loosed from
his bonds, if only somebody would come and tear them asunder. He
cannot: and you cannot. Only God can. Some evil spirits can be cast
out by nothing but prayer. Cary--" Flora broke off suddenly, and looked
up earnestly in my face. "Don't mention this, will you, dear? I should
not have said a word to you nor any one if you had not surprised me."
I promised her I would not, unless somebody first spoke to me. She
would not come to Sophy's room.
"Tell the girls," she said, "that I want to write home; for I shall do
it presently, when I feel a little calmer."
Something struck me as I was turning away. "Flora," I said, "why do you
not tell my Aunt Kezia all about it? I am sure she would help you, if
any one could."
"Yes, dear, I think she would," said Flora, gently; "but you see no one
could. And remember, Cary!" she called me back as I was leaving the
chamber, and came to me, and took both my hands; and her great sorrowful
eyes, which looked just like brown velvet, gazed into mine like the eyes
of a dog which is afraid of a scolding: "remember, Cary, that Angus is
not wicked. He is only weak. But how weak he is!"
She broke down with another sob.
"But men should be stronger than women," said I, "not weaker."
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