Outcast Robin : $b or, Your brother and mine : a cry from the great city — John Shaqi
Outcast Robin : $b or, Your brother and mine : a cry from the great cityMeade, L. T.
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Outcast Robin : $b or, Your brother and mine : a cry from the great city
Meade, L. T.
Abandoned children -- Juvenile fiction; London (England) -- Juvenile fiction; Poor -- Juvenile fiction
When Helen took away Robin, she did so with the desire to do right.
The feeling she once had about her own child was awakened again for
Robin. For Robin's sake, not for God's sake--she knew nothing then
of God--she would do good, not evil. She returned to her old attic,
she resumed the old trade. A hard and cruel trade at best, it was
harder and crueller than ever now; the times were bad and work was
slack and remuneration low. Labour as she might, she could not keep
starvation at bay. Still for a year she struggled on, endeavouring
for the boy's sake to lead an honest life, but the struggle was too
great to last. One day he cried in vain for the bread she could not
give him, and as for his sake she had endeavoured hard to do right,
so now for his sake she fell. In the low, the very low phases of
society, there are two grades, and from the low to the lowest a steep
step has to be taken. There are those people who earn their bread
anyhow, who pilfer and steal occasionally, who will not stop at a
trifle to secure a penny, who have little conscience and little
principle. These people--overworked, underfed--often see a prison,
and are low, very low undoubtedly. But they are not the lowest, they
are only the occasional criminals--the habitual criminals are a great
step lower than they.
Hitherto Helen had belonged to the former class; more or less all her
life had she belonged to it. She did not consider it wrong to steal;
when theft came in her way, she became a thief; but she was not an
habitual thief, and the greater part of the money she lived on was
honestly come by.
For the last two years--the year of her own child's life and the year
she had lived for Robin--she had been strictly honest; but now, being
sorely tempted, she fell. She resolved to take the child to a place
where even the police would scarcely venture; she would step down
from the low to the lowest. She would become--because she so longed
to keep the boy with her, and because in no other way did it seem
possible for her to keep him--an habitual criminal.
She carried out her design; she and Robin disappeared into those foul
and loathsome places where sin grows rank and strong; those places on
earth which surely show us that hell can begin here.
Helen was a thief always now; she was worse. But she had one pure
spot in her still; she loved the boy: her love for Robin never
lessened or grew cold, and as much as possible she kept from him the
knowledge of her ways, as much as possible she kept him apart from
her evil companions. When she spoke to him she gave him her softest
and best language, and she had dreams--poor, miserable soul!--that
some day he might turn out well.
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