She stood so, confronting us without a word for as long as it took
Prassade briefly to explain how they had taken us, and why they had not
done that to us which I already understood had threatened me on the
first day of my captivity. This was long enough for me to discern that
she was darker than the other Outliers, that her hair must have been
about the color of Ravenutzi’s before it turned. Her eyes were gray and
clouded with amber like the morning surf. She moved a step toward me,
nodding her head to what the young chief said, and shaking it slowly to
something in herself. Wonder and perplexity deepened in her. Delicately,
as seeking knowledge of me and not realizing that I could understand her
speech or answer in it, she drew the tips of her fingers across my
breast. There was no more offensiveness in the touch than in the
questioning fingers of the blind. Wonder and perplexity deepening still,
she turned back to Persilope.
“I grow an old woman,” she said, “I have failed you.”
He took the hand which she put out deprecatingly, and held it strongly
against his breast, laughing the full, fatuous man’s laugh of disbelief.
“When have you failed me?”
“I do not know,” she protested; “I cannot tell;” and I understood that
the doubt referred to her failure to get from me by that contact, the
clew she sought.
“Surely these are they whom I feared for you to meet when you set out
for the sea by the cypresses. Not for what they would do to you”—her
look was toward Persilope—“but for what they might bring to all
Outliers. But now I am not sure.”
She spoke as much to the company at large as to her husband. The number
of them had increased, until I could see the outer ring melting into the
twilight of the trees, eyes in formless faces of amazement and alarm.
Now at the admission of a difficulty, they all turned toward her with
that courtesy of inward attention by which, when one of them would
understand more of a matter than lay directly before him, each turned
his thought upon the subject gravely for a time, like so many lamps
lighted in a room, and turned it off again with no more concern when the
matter was resolved. But even as she smiled to acknowledge their help
she shook her head.
“No,” she repeated, “I cannot tell.” She turned and looked at me, and I
gave her the look back with so deep a wish to have her understand that
no trouble should come to them by me, that she must have sensed it, for
her look went on by me and stopped at Herman.
“You?” she questioned.
“Tell her,” said Herman, who had not caught all the words, but only the
general purport of her speech, “tell her that all we ask is to go to our
own homes, unharmed and harming no one.”
Now that was not exactly what I had in mind, for though I would not for
worlds have made trouble for the Outliers, I wished nothing so little as
being sent away before I had got to know more of them. But before I
could frame a speech to that end, Trastevera spoke again more lightly.
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