She shuddered sick, looking on all she had lived among and knowing that
she might never know them again with that one of herselves which stood
hesitating between the meadow and the wood. There was not one of all
those trails, if she set foot in it to-morrow, that she would know where
it went or what she might meet in it. She was to die in effect, to leave
life and memory, to wake mutilated in the midst of full-blooded
womanhood, without childhood, girlhood, parents, intimates.
“O mother,” she said, “I cannot bear it!”
She clung crying to her mother’s hand, while the other women crowded
comfort upon her.
“Indeed, Daria,” one assured her, “but I knew my mother. There were four
others with me when I woke, but I knew her. I did not know what she was
to me, nor any name to call her, but my heart chose her from among the
rest, and I held out my arms.”
They said many more things to this purport, while the girl turned her
face to her mother’s bosom as though she admitted all this, but it did
not touch her case.
Then her father, coming forward, distressed for her, but somewhat more
concerned for the situation, taking her by the shoulders, recalled her
to herself.
“Daughter,” he said, “have you carried the honor of the Outliers so many
years to fail us at the last? How do you make life worth remembering
with broken faith? And who will respect you if you respect not your
word?”
She cleared a little at that and recovered, so that she was able to go
through with some dignity the farewells which the elders now came
forward to bestow with fixed cheerfulness. Then came her young
companions, saying, “We have nothing ill to remember of you, Daria,” and
“Good-waking, Daria.” She broke out again, desperate rather than
despairing.
“Do not say so to me, I shall not drink it!”
“Shall not?” It was Persilope taking the Cup from Evarra, and moving
forward as he spoke. “It is a word that has never been heard before from
a Ward.”
Quick red leaped in Daria’s face, which she turned this way and that,
searching the meadow for some prop to her determination. It seemed that
she found it, though there was nothing I could read there but
commiseration and disapproval.
“Shall not,” she breathed; and then quite low, sweeping his countenance
once with her glance, and then fixing it steadily on the ground. “_She_
did not drink it.”
The emphasis was slight, slighter than the flicker of her eyes toward
Trastevera, but the impact of her meaning drove the chief’s wife from
her. One scarcely saw Trastevera move, but there was now a rift between
the two women, which widened with the shocked perception in the
listening circle. Persilope’s recovery was instant, some sternness with
it.
“What had been done,” he said, “was done by all the Council with good
reason. But what reason is here beyond a girl’s protesting fancy?”
Again Daria’s mutinous eyes searched the meadow, and her resistance rose
visibly in advance of its support.
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