So let us, if we will, love Dora in the Spartan simplicity of her
soldierly adornments, and none the less love and cherish the woman
who now lies upon the very spot, where, but a year ago, lay little
Sunshine, wavering between this life and a better. For some reason
unknown to herself, Mrs. Legrange had, from the first, felt a strong
affection for this chamber, haunted, though she knew it not, by the
presence of the beloved child; and she had taken much pleasure in
its adornment; though, now that all was done, she rarely noticed the
beautiful articles collected about her, liking best of all to lie in
dreamy revery, recalling, day after day, with the minute fondness of
a woman's memory, the looks, the gestures, the careless words, the
pretty, graceful ways, the artless fascinations, of her whom now she
rarely named, holding her memory as something too sacred for common
speech, too far withdrawn into her own heart to be lightly brought
to the surface.
Thus lying in the twilight of this evening, dreamily watching the
long white curtains as they filled with the night-air and floated
out into the room like the shadowy sails of a bark anchored in some
Dreamland bay, and never guessing whose eyes had watched their
waving but one short year before, when 'Toinette was first laid in
Dora's little bed, Mrs. Legrange heard her husband coming up the
stairs, and rose to receive him, with a strange fluttering at her
heart,--a sort of nervous hope and terror all in one, as if she had
known him the bearer of great news, but could not yet determine its
tenor.
Mr. Legrange entered, holding a letter in his hand, and glanced
tenderly, but with some surprise, at his wife, who stood with one
hand pressing the white folds of her muslin wrapper convulsively to
her bosom, the other outstretched toward him, a sudden hectic
burning in her cheeks, and her eyes bright with feverish light.
"Fanny! what is it?" exclaimed the husband, pausing upon the
threshold.
"That letter-you have some news! O Paul, you have news of"--
Her voice died in a breathless flutter; and Mr. Legrange, coming
hastily to her side, drew her to a seat, saying tenderly,--
"No, darling, no news of her,--not yet, at least. What made you fancy
it? This is only a letter from your protg at Antioch College: at
least, I suppose so from the postmark. Do you care to read it now?"
Mrs. Legrange hid her face upon her husband's breast, trembling
nervously.
"O Paul! when I heard you coming up the stairs, such a feeling came
over me! I seemed to feel some great revelation approaching. I was
sure it was news of her. Paul, Paul, I cannot bear it; I cannot
live! My heart is broken; but it will not die, and let me rest. O my
God! how long?"
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