"Hush, dearest, hush! Your wild words are to me worse than the grief
we both suffer so keenly. But, my wife, have we not each other? and
would you kill me by your own despair? Will God be pleased, that,
because he has taken away our Sunshine, we refuse all other
blessings, and disdain all other ties and obligations? Fanny,
dearest, is it not an earnest duty with you to strive for strength?"
But the mother only moaned impatiently,--
"O Paul! do not try, do not talk: it is useless. When you let fall
that crystal vinaigrette this morning, did you tell it that its duty
was to be whole, and filled with perfume again? Do you tell those
flowers that it is their duty to be fresh and sweet as they were
yesterday? or, if you did, would they heed you?"
"No, darling; for they have neither mind nor soul," suggested the
husband significantly.
"And mine are swallowed up in the sorrow that has swallowed all
else. O Paul! forgive me, and ask God to forgive me; but I cannot, I
never can, become resigned. I cannot live; I cannot wish or try to
live. A little while, and I shall see her."
She spoke the last words softly, as to her own heart; and over her
face passed such a look of solemn joy, such yearning tenderness,
mingled with an infinite pathos, that the stronger and less
sensitive male organization stood awed and subdued before it.
"Her love and grief are deeper than any words of mine can reach,"
thought the husband, and, so, tenderly soothed her head upon his
breast, and said no more for several minutes, until, to his
surprise, it was lifted, and the pale face looked into his with the
pensive calmness under which it habitually hid its more intimate
expressions.
"From whom did you say the letter came, Paul?" asked Mrs. Legrange.
"From Theodore Ginniss, I believe. Will you read it now?" asked her
husband, in some surprise at the sudden transition: for no man ever
thoroughly comprehends a woman, no woman a man; and so is the
distinctive temperament of the sexes preserved.
"Yes: I told him to write to me once in every month, and he is very
punctual."
She opened the letter, and read aloud:--"DEAR MRS. LEGRANGE,--
"Since writing to you last month, I have been going on with my
studies under the Rev. Mr. Brown, as I then mentioned. I do not find
that it hurts me to study in the hot weather at all; and I have
enjoyed my vacation better this way than if I had been idle.
"Part of the month, however, Mr. Brown has been away on a visit to
some friends in Iowa; and he says so much about the prairies, and
the great rivers, and the wild life out there, that I think I should
like to take the two remaining weeks of the vacation, and go and see
them, if you have no objection. I have a great plenty of money from
my last quarter's allowance, as I have only needed to spend a dollar
and forty-five cents. Mr. Brown thinks I should come back fresher to
my studies for a little rest; though I do not feel the need of it,
and am glad of every day's new chance of learning.
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