And the true-hearted young fellow felt his words strike home to his
own soul so earnestly that he could add to them nothing of the flood
of tenderness and homage swelling there, but only looked at his
cousin piteously; while she, with drooping head and averted eyes,
rode on for a few moments in silence, and then said softly,--
"I hoped, dear Karl, you would never speak of it again. We have been
so happy the last year!"--
"O Dora!" interposed the young man in a voice of agony, "never say
you are going to refuse me! Happy! yes, I have been happy, because I
have looked forward to this day, and thought it might be the
beginning of a life to which this has been but the gray dawn before
the sunrise. You have been so kind to me, so frank and affectionate!
and all the time you knew-oh! you must have known-what was in my
heart. Yes; and, if it had not been for this meddling parson's
visit"--
"Hush, Karl!" interrupted Dora decisively. "I will not have you
unjust or ungenerous to a man far nobler and purer and wiser than
either you or I. Mr. Brown's visit has nothing to do with what I say
to-day; nor did I know, as you think I did, that you would again ask
me the question you asked a year ago. I only remembered it, when,
last week, you reminded me of the date; and I only let you speak
to-day, because it is better for us both to say out all that is in
our hearts, and then to let the matter rest."
She, paused a moment, and recommenced in a lower and more tender
voice:--
"I am so sorry, Karl, to give you pain! If the only trouble was that
I don't want to marry you, I wouldn't mind saying no; for I love you
very much: only I don't believe it is the way girls commonly love
the men they marry. But it wouldn't be right."
"Not right! Oh! why not right, Dora?"
"Because it would spoil both of us. You ask me to make any thing of
you I like; but that is not the way. It is you yourself that must
make a man of yourself. If I should try to do it, I should only make
a puppet of you, and a conceited, tyrannical woman of myself. It
would not be good for me to rule as you want me to do; and surely no
man would deliberately say it would be good for him to be ruled, and
that by his wife."
There was a touch of scorn in the tone of the last words; and Karl's
check flushed hotly, as he said,--
"It's hard that you should despise me for loving you so well that I
am ready to forget pride and manly dignity, and every thing else,
for the sake of it."
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