"No; but, Karl, don't you see yourself what an injury such a love
must be to you? Forget pride and manly dignity and self-respect do
you say? A true love, a good love, would make you cherish them as
you never did before; would make you claim and hold every inch of
manhood that is in you, so that you might feel yourself worthy of
that love. O, Karl! never again offer to put yourself under the foot
of any woman, but wait till you meet one whom you can hold by the
hand, and lead along, keeping equal step with yourself, and both
pressing forward to a common goal."
She turned her face upon him, all aglow with a noble enthusiasm far
above the maiden bashfulness that but now had held it averted, and
extended her hand, saying,--
"Come, dear Karl, forget this idle dream. Be once more my brother
and my helper. Trust me, no one cares more for you so than I; not
Kitty herself."
He took the hand, put it to his lips, then rode on silently.
Dora's kind eyes sought his again and again, but vainly. His face,
pale and somewhat stern gave no clew to the feelings within: the
mouth, more firmly set than its wont, seemed sealed to love forever.
For the first time in all the interview, Dora found herself troubled
and perplexed. Here was nothing to soothe, nothing to combat,
nothing to answer or to silence; and her womanly sympathies
fluttered about this manly reticence like a humming-bird around a
flower frozen into the heart of an iceberg.
At last, she spoke; and her voice had grown almost caressing in its
softness:--
"You're not angry with me, Karl?"
He glanced at her, then away.
"Certainly not, Dora. On the contrary, I am much obliged to you."
"Obliged to me!" exclaimed Dora; her feminine pique just touched a
trifle. "What, for saying no?"
"For showing me that I am a fool. It was time I knew it, and I had
rather hear it from you than any one. Why should you care for me? I
am not a man to respect, like Mr. Brown, or one to admire, like Mr.
Burroughs,--I suppose it will be one of them; but I only hope either
one may give you half--No matter, wait here a moment in the shade. I
am going back to speak to Kitty."
He sharply wheeled his horse as he spoke, and was gone. Dora looked
after him in sorrowful perplexity, and then tears gathered in her
eyes; but, before they could fall, the unswerving rectitude
underlying her whole nature came to its relief, and she dashed them
away, murmuring,--
"But I was right."
CHAPTER XXXV.
THE SECOND CHANCE.
REINING up her horse under the shadow of a clump of trees, Dora
waited, as her cousin had requested, for his return; and so much
pre-occupied was she with her own thoughts, that she failed to hear
the quick footfalls of an approaching horse, until his rider
slackened speed beside her, and Dora, looking up, saw that it was
Mr. Brown.
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