She grew a little pale, divining, not only from the presence of the
chaplain, but from a joyous and significant light in the eyes that
encountered hers, what might be his errand; and though she had not
failed to foresee this moment, no man, and surely no woman, is ever
so prepared for the great crises of life that they fail to come at
the last with almost as much of a shock as if they came quite
unawares.
She turned her horse into the track, and rode on, her eyes fixed
upon the wide prairie-view, which seemed to dance and shimmer before
them as if all Nature had suddenly grown as strange and unreal as
she felt herself. Her companion spoke, and in her ears his voice
sounded as from some far mountain-cave, hollow, broken, and vague;
and yet the words were far from momentous.
"Dora, I must leave you to-morrow."
"I am very sorry, sir," faltered Dora; and Mr. Brown, glancing at
her face, could not but notice its unwonted agitation. His own
wishes, and his sex, led him to misconstrue it; and, pressing, his
horse closer to her side, he said joyfully,--
"And so am I sorry, Dora; but I need not be gone long if you wish
for my return."
Dora did not speak; indeed, she could not: for the wild dance of sky
and plain, of prairie and forest, grew yet wilder; and in her ears
the voice of the chaplain mingled with a dizzy hum that almost
drowned the words. She grasped the horn of her saddle with both
hands, and only thought of saving herself from falling. The horse
was halted, an arm was about her waist, her head drawn to a
resting-place upon a steady shoulder; and that strange, far-off
voice murmured,--
"My darling, my long-loved, long-sought treasure, calm yourself; be
happy and secure in my love. Did you ever doubt that it was yours?"
He stooped to kiss her: but, at the motion, the virginal instincts
of the young girl's nature rallied to the defence; and, with a
sudden spring, Dora sat upright, her face very pale, but her eyes
clear and steadfast as their wont.
"Oh, sir, indeed you must not!" cried she, as pleadingly as a little
child, who will not be caressed, yet knows not why he should refuse.
"Must not, Dora?" persisted the lover gayly. "But why must I not
kiss my own betrothed?"
"But I am not; I cannot be. Don't be angry, sir: I would have spoken
sooner; but I could not. I believe I was a little faint;" and Dora's
eyes timidly sought those of the chaplain, who, meeting them,
remembered many such a glance when his pupil had feared to displease
him by inattention or disobedience. Again he thought to have
discovered the source of her refusal, and again he failed.
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