Over Bemerton's : $b An easy-going chronicleLucas, E. V. (Edward Verrall)
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Over Bemerton's : $b An easy-going chronicle
Lucas, E. V. (Edward Verrall)
London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Middle-aged men -- Fiction
Miss Gold--Agnes, as I called her--was then a girl of twenty-one or
two, and I fancy that people were beginning to join our names. We
were together a great deal; her society gave me extraordinary
pleasure, for she had a natural frankness and shrewdness and was
intellectually a rebel. To be a rebel then was, for a girl, very
exceptional. Also she danced beautifully and so masterfully as to
make me as a partner cut some kind of a figure, which no other woman
could do, and she liked me enough to give me three or four dances
every evening. Our last meeting was at a party in Hyde Park Street,
I remember, on the last night of the year 1874--and I held her hand
for a few moments longer than I should. I did not mean anything by
it but affection. It was one of those sudden impulses to convince
persons that you like them very much or feel for them very much; but
I believe it meant more to her. I often regretted it, and never so
much as when I heard of her accident.
Her accident! She was intensely fond of horses, and rode every
morning. I have seen her in the Row many a time and envied the men
with her their power to afford a horse. One day, when she was still
a mere girl, soon after I left England, she was thrown, and has never
stood upright since. She is carried from her bed to a couch and from
her couch to bed. That is her life, and has been these thirty years.
I can assure you that I (who am still vigorous and last saw her
dancing) dreaded the visit. To see Miss Gold again was for long an
unbearable thought, for I possess little of that fortitude in bearing
other persons' calamities that La Rochefoucauld attributed to the
world at large.
But I made up my mind at last, and Naomi accompanied me to a flower
shop to buy some flowers as an offering.
It was then that I made a discovery of my own with regard to the
changes that have come upon England, for, looking round the
florist's, I suddenly realised the vast increase not only in interest
in flowers but in the variety of flowers that has been witnessed by
the thirty years and more that I have been abroad. Where can it
lead? I have wondered often since, after luxurious travels amid
nursery gardens and Temple marquees? Take, for example, daffodils.
In my youth there were daffodils too--but they were in two varieties
only, the double and the single. That was all. To-day there must be
hundreds, all beautiful and all named. In my day they were not grown
among grass as now they are: there was no encouragement of wild
exuberance as one now sees. No one said, "How sweet Sir Watkin looks
under the trees!" How could they, for Sir Watkin had not been
evolved.
I wish, by the way, that some one would call a flower after me. I
should feel that indeed I had lived to some purpose could I, even
from my death-bed, raise a weary head and, straining my poor,
exhausted, failing auditories, catch the words, "How luxuriantly the
Kent Falconers bloom this year!" Thus hearing I could die in peace.
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