Attention was centered on the final contest with Canton High. This
school was the largest in the district. It seemed as if it always
turned out a good football team. And this year was no exception. As
phenomenal as had been Trumbull's season, the Canton High eleven had
won greater laurels. Canton had played some of the best schools in the
state and had emerged victorious. It would be hard to prophesy what
would happen when Canton met Trumbull. State sporting authorities
began to figure the Canton-Trumbull encounter a mythical championship
battle providing both elevens won the remaining games on their
schedules.
Billings' sad showing that one practice session had kept him on the
sidelines every scrimmage thereafter. The players exhibited sullen
contempt for him. And just as Judd had begun to win back some of their
respect too. But they might have known that he would turn out that way.
Judd brooded over his situation. Oddly enough he did not mind what
fellow players thought or said of him. He was having his hardest time
trying to keep from babying himself. Finally Judd decided that he
needed help. He did not have strength enough to force himself to do
what he knew he should do. Judd stopped Coach Little as the coach was
leaving the field one night.
"Could I see you a moment, sir?"
The coach paused. His mind was on the next game. He had a dozen
problems to solve. What could Billings want? Was he going to resign
at last? Billings had stuck longer than the Coach had thought he
would. Somehow he felt a peculiar sympathy for the lad.
"Well, what is it, Judd?"
Judd hesitated until the other players were out of earshot. They
looked back curiously. He heard one of them say, "I thought so.
Billings is tryin' to get in soft with the coach now. Alibi Ike!"
Hot tears came to Judd's eyes. He turned to the coach pleadingly.
"Please sir, I'm not a quitter.... I'm not yellow ... that is, not
really.... I didn't want to stop when I saw I was going to be tackled.
Something else made me.... I--I can't make myself do what I want to
do.... I ..."
The coach studied Billings sympathetically.
"You'd what?"
"I'd like to have you make me do what I can't make myself do ... force
me to get in there and play ... I ... I'm not asking for mercy ... or
... or to be favored. No matter what I do, I don't care if you beat me
or what happens ... I want to get over feeling like I do about myself!"
This was a most unusual request. To Coach Little there flashed a small
appreciation of the struggle that Billings must be undergoing. He laid
a hand on his shoulder.
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