From being a delicate child Robert grew up to be a man with very poor
health. He suffered a great deal, in fact there was scarcely a day when
he was free from pain. He once wrote a letter to a friend in which
he made one of his few references to his sufferings. He said: “For
fourteen years I have not had a day’s real health; I have wakened sick
and gone to bed weary; and I have done my day unflinchingly. I have
written in bed and written out of it; written in hæmorrhages, written
in sickness, written torn by coughing, written when my head swam
from weakness and for so long it seems to me I have won my wager. The
battle goes on, ill or well is a trifle, so as it goes. I was made for
a contest and the Powers have so willed that my battlefield should be
this dingy, inglorious one of the bed and the physic bottle.”
This certainly was not the kind of life that Robert Louis Stevenson’s
great love of fun and action made it easy to accept. He longed for
health and did everything he could to get it. He loved the woods and
the fields, but generally when he would like to be there, he had to
remain in bed. Yet, throughout it all, he showed a cheerfulness and a
courage which have seldom been equalled. He had an unquenchable love
of fun, and although he was often so ill that he could only carry on
a conversation in whispers, or by writing with pencil, no one ever
visited him who did not realise how wonderfully brave he was. When
one learns of his physical condition it seems hardly possible that
Stevenson could write these words:
“If I have faltered more or less
In my great task of happiness,
If I have moved among my race
And shown no glorious morning face,
If beams from happy human eyes,
Have moved me not, if morning skies,
Books, and my food and summer rain
Knocked on my sullen heart in vain:
Lord, Thy most pointed pleasure take
And stab my spirit broad awake.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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