Banks and banking -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories
Of course in his impatience and his humility Clement exaggerated both
the delay and its results. The days seemed weeks to him, the weeks
months. He fancied it a year since he had seen Josina. He did not
consider that she was no stranger to his difficulties, nor reflect that
though his silence might try her, and his absence cause her
unhappiness, she might still approve both the one and the other. As a
fact, the lesson which he had taught her at their last meeting had been
driven home by the remorse that had tortured her on that dreadful
night; and lonely hours in the sick room, much watching, and many a
thought of what might have been, had strengthened the impression.
But Clement did not know this. He pictured the girl as losing all faith
in him, and as the weeks ran on, the time came when he could bear the
delay no longer, when he felt that he must either do something, or
write himself down a coward. So one day, after hearing in the town that
the Squire was able to leave his room, he wrote to Josina. He told her
that he should call on the morrow and see her father.
And on the morrow he rode over, blind for once to the changes of
nature, of landscape and cloudscape that surrounded him. But he never
reached the house, for at the little bridge at the foot of the drive
Josina met him, and eager as he had been to see his sweetheart and to
hear her voice, he was checked by the change in her. It was a change
which went deeper than mere physical alteration, though that, too, was
there. The girl was paler, finer, more spiritual. Trouble and anxiety
had laid their mark on her. He had left her girl, he found her woman. A
new look, a look of purpose, of decision, gave another cast to her
features.
She was the first to speak, and her words bore out the change in her.
“You must come no farther, Clement,” she said. And then as their hands
met and their eyes, the color flamed in her cheeks, her head drooped
flowerlike, she was for an instant the old Josina, the girl he had
wooed by the brook, who had many a time fallen on his breast. But for a
moment only. Then, “You cannot see him yet,” she announced. “Not yet,
for a long time, Clem. I met you here that I might stop you, and that
there might be no misunderstanding—and no more secrets.”
And this she had certainly secured, for the place which she had chosen
for their meeting was overlooked, though at a distance, by the doorway
of the house, and by all the walks about it.
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