Banks and banking -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories
Jos was leaning on the wall, a shawl about her shoulders, her eyes bent
on the mill and the Thirty Acres; and her presence in that place on
that not too cheerful morning, and her pensive stillness, might have
set him wondering, had he given himself time to think. But he was full
of his purpose, he viewed her only as she affected it, and he saw
nothing except what he wished to see. When, hearing his footsteps, she
turned, her color did not rise—and that too might have told him
something. But had he spared this a thought, it would only have been to
think that her color would rise soon enough when he spoke.
“Jos!” he cried, while some paces still separated them. “I’ve seen your
father! And I’ve spoken to him!” He waved his hand as one proclaiming a
victory.
But what victory? Jos was as much in the dark as if he had never paid
court to her in those far-off days. “Is anything the matter?” she
asked, and she turned as if she would go back to the house.
But he barred the way. “Nothing,” he said. “Why should there be? On the
contrary, dear. Don’t I tell you that I’ve spoken to the Squire? And he
says that I may speak to you.”
“To me?” She looked at him candidly, with no inkling in her mind of
what he meant.
“Yes! My dear girl, don’t you understand? He has given me leave to
speak to you—to ask you to be my wife?” And as her lips parted and she
gazed at him in astonishment, he took possession of her hand. The
position was all in favor of a lover, for the parapet was behind her,
and she could not escape if she would; while the ordeal through which
he had passed gave this lover an ardor that he might otherwise have
lacked. “Jos, dear,” he continued, looking into her eyes, “I’ve
waited—waited patiently, knowing that it was useless to speak until he
gave me leave. But now”—after all, love-making with that pretty
startled face before him, that trembling hand in his, was not
unpleasant—“I come to you—for my reward.”
“But, Arthur,” she protested, almost too much surprised for words, “I
had no idea——”
“Come, don’t say that! Don’t say that, Jos dear! No idea? Why, hasn’t
it always been this way with us! Since the day that we cut our names on
the old pew? Haven’t I seen you blush like a rose when you looked at
it—many and many a time? And if I haven’t dared to make love to you of
late, surely you have known what was in my mind? Have we not always
been meaning this—you and I?”
She was thunder-struck. Had it been really so? Could he be right? Had
she been blind, and had he been feeling all this while she guessed
nothing of it? She looked at him in distress, in increasing distress.
“But indeed, indeed,” she said, “I have not been meaning it, Arthur, I
have not, indeed!”
“Not?” incredulously. “You’ve not known that I——”
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