Banks and banking -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories
“Perhaps, and perhaps not. At any rate,” putting her hands in his, and
looking at him with brave, loving eyes, “I would not undo one of those
days—in the garden! No, nor an hour of them. They are precious to me.
And for forgiving, I have nothing to forgive and nothing to regret, if
we never meet again, Clement. But we shall meet. What if you have to
begin the world again? We are both young. You will work for me. And do
you think that I will not wait for you, wait until you have climbed up
again, or until something happens to bring us together? Do you not know
that I love you more now, far more, in your unhappiness—that you are
more to me, a thousand times more to-day—than in your prosperity?”
“Oh, Jos!” He could say no more, but his swimming eyes spoke for him.
“But you must leave it to me now,” she continued. “After all, things
may turn out better than you think. You may not be ruined. People may
not be so foolish as to want all their money at once. Have hope,
and—and remember that I am always here, though you do not see me or
hear from me; that I am always here, thinking of you, waiting for you,
loving you, always yours, Clement, till you come—though it be ten years
hence.”
“Oh, Jos!” His eyes were overflowing now.
“You believe me, you do believe me, don’t you?” she said. “And now you
must go. But kiss me first. No, I do not mind who sees us, or who knows
that I am yours now. I am past that.”
He took her in his arms and kissed her, not as he would have kissed her
an hour before, with passion, but in reverence and humility, in love
too sacred for words. Never till now had he known what a woman’s love
was, how much it gave, how little it asked, how pure in its highest
form it could be—and how strong! Nor ever till now had he known her,
this girl to whom he had once presumed to teach firmness, whose
weakness he had taken on himself to guide, whom he had thought to
encourage, to strengthen, to arm—he, who had not been worthy to kiss
the hem of her robe!
Oh, the wonderful power of love, which had transformed her! Which had
made her what she was, and now laid him in the dust before her!
Work for her, wait for her, live for her? Ah, would he not, and deem
himself happy though the years brought him no nearer, though the memory
of her, transfiguring his whole life, proved his only and full reward!
CHAPTER XXIX
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