Banks and banking -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories
“Like a—like a——” Ovington could find no word to express his feelings
and with an effort he swallowed them down. “Look here, Clement,” he
said more mildly; “what’s come to you? What is it that is amiss with
you? Whatever it is you must straighten it out, boy; there must be an
end of this folly, for folly it is. Understand me, the day that you go
out of the bank you go to stand on your own legs, without help from me.
If you are prepared to do that?”
“I don’t say that I could—at first.”
“Then while I keep you I shall certainly do it on my own terms. So, if
you please, I will hear no more of this. Go back to your desk, go back
to your desk, sir, and do your duty. I sent you to Cambridge at
Butler’s suggestion, but I begin to fear that it was the biggest
mistake of my life. I declare I never heard such nonsense except from a
man in love. I suppose you are not in love, eh?”
“No!” Clement cried angrily, and he went out.
For he could not own to his father that he was in love; in love with
the brown earth, the woods, and the wide straggling hedge-rows, with
the whispering wind and the music of the river on the shallows, with
the silence and immensity of night. Had he done so, he would have
spoken a language which his father did not and could not understand.
And if he had gone a step farther and told him that he felt drawn to
those who plodded up and down the wide stubbles, who cut and bound the
thick hedge-rows, who wrought hand in hand with Nature day in and day
out, whose lives were spent in an unending struggle with the soil until
at last they sank and mingled with it—if he had told him that he felt
his kinship with those humble folk who had gone before him, he would
only have mystified him, only have angered him the more.
Yet so it was. And he could not change himself.
He went slowly to his supper and to Betty, owning defeat; acknowledging
his father’s strength of purpose, acknowledging his father’s right, yet
vexed at his own impotence. Life pulsed strongly within him. He longed
to do something. He longed to battle, the wind in his teeth and the
rain in his face, with some toil, some labor that would try his
strength and task his muscles, and send him home at sunset weary and
satisfied. Instead he saw before him an endless succession of days
spent with his head in a ledger and his heels on the bar of his stool,
while the sun shone in at the windows of the bank and the flies buzzed
sleepily about him; days arid and tedious, shared with no companion
more interesting than Rodd, who, excellent fellow, was not amusing, or
more congenial than Bourdillon, who patronized him when he was not
using him. And in future he would have to be more punctual, more
regular, more assiduous! It was a dreary prospect.
He ate his supper in morose silence until Betty, who had been quick to
read the upshot of the interview in his face, came behind him and
ruffled his hair. “Good boy!” she whispered, leaning over him. “His
days shall be long in the land!”
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