Banks and banking -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories
“Ay, to be sure, this hour past.” Which of course was not true, but
many things that were not true were being said in Aldersbury that day.
“And nothing else to be expected, I am told, though there’s nobody
blames you, sir. You can’t put old heads on young shoulders, asking
your pardon, sir, as I said to Mrs. Brown no more than an hour ago. It
was her Johnny told me—he came that way from school and stopped to
look. Such a sight of people on Bride Hill, he said, as he never saw in
his life, ’cept on Show Day, and the shutters going up just as he came
away.”
He did not doubt the story—he knew that there was no other end to be
expected. “I am only just from London,” he said, feeling that some
explanation of his ignorance was necessary. “I had no sleep last night,
Mrs. Bowles, and I sat down for a moment, and I suppose I fell asleep
in my chair.”
“Indeed, and no wonder. From London, to be sure! Can I bring you
anything up, sir?”
“No, thank you, Mrs. Bowles. I shall have to go out presently, and
until I go out, don’t let me be disturbed. I’m not at home if any one
calls. You understand?”
“I understand, sir.” And on the stairs, as she descended, a pile of
plates and dishes in her arms, “Poor young gentleman,” she murmured,
“it’s done him no good. And some in my place would be thinking of their
bill. But his people will see me paid. That’s where the gentry come
in—they’re never the losers, whoever fails.”
For a few minutes after she had retired he dawdled about the room,
staring through the window without seeing anything, revolving the news,
and telling himself, but no longer with passion, that the game was
played out. And gradually the idea of flight grew upon him, and the
longing to be in some place where he could hide his head, where he
might let himself go and pity himself unwatched. Had his pockets been
full he would have returned to London and lost himself in its crowds,
and presently, he thought—for he still believed in himself—he would
have shown the world what he could do.
But he had spent his loose cash on the journey, he was almost without
money, and instinct as well as necessity turned his thoughts towards
his mother. The notion once accepted grew upon him, and he longed to be
at the Cottage. He felt that there he might be quiet, that there no one
would watch him, and stealthily—on fire to be gone now that he had made
up his mind—he sought for his hat and coat and let himself out of the
house.
There was no one in sight, and descending from the Town Wall by some
steps, he crossed the meadows to the river. He passed the water by a
ferry, and skirting the foot of the rising ground on the other side, he
presently struck into the Garthmyle road a little beyond the West
Bridge.
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