Banks and banking -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Love stories
The Squire huddled his spoon and fork together, and pushed his plate
away, muttering something about d—d sausage meat. Her mother? How old
had her mother been when she—he could not remember, but certainly a
mere child beside him. Twenty-five or so, he thought. And she was nesh,
was she? He sat, shaving his chin with unsteady fingers, eating
nothing; and when Calamy, hovering over his plate, hinted that he had
not finished, he blew the butler out of the room with a blast of
language that made Miss Peacock, hardened as she was, hold up her
hands. And though Jos was at breakfast next morning, and answered his
grumpy questions as if nothing were amiss, a little seed of fear had
been sown in the Squire’s mind that grew as fast as Jonah’s gourd, and
before noon threatened to shut out the sun.
A silk purse could not be made out of a sow’s ear. But a good leather
purse, that might pass in time—the lad was stout and honest. And his
father, mud, certainly, and mud of the pretentious kind that the Squire
hated: mud that affected by the aid of gilding to pass for fine clay.
But honest? Well, in his own way, perhaps: it remained to be seen. And
times were changing, changing for the worse; but he could not deny that
they were changing. So gradually, slowly, unwelcome at the best, there
grew up in the old man’s mind the idea of surrender. If the money were
paid back, say in three months, say in six months—well, he would think
of it. He would begin to think of it. He would begin to think of it as
a thing possible some day, at some very distant date—if there were more
peakiness. The girl did not whine, did not torment him, did not
complain; and he thought the more of her for that. But if she ailed,
then, failing her, there was no one to come after him at Garth, no one
of his blood to follow him—except that Bourdillon whelp, and by G—d he
should not have an acre or a rood of it, or a pound of it. Never!
Never!
Failing her? The Squire felt the air turn cold, and he hung, shivering,
over the fire. What if, while he sought to preserve the purity of the
old blood, the old traditions, he cut the thread, and the name of
Griffin passed out of remembrance, as in his long life he had known so
many, many old names pass away—pass into limbo?
Ay, into limbo. He saw his own funeral procession crawl—a long black
snake—down the winding drive, here half-hidden by the sunken banks,
there creeping forth again into the light. He saw the bleak sunshine
fall on the pall that draped the farm-wagon, and heard the slow heavy
note of the Garthmyle bell, and the scuffling of innumerable feet that
alone broke the solemn silence. If she were not there at window or door
to see it go, or in the old curtained pew to await its coming—if the
church vault closed on him, the last of his race and blood!
He sat long, thinking of this.
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