It was here that Eileen Adair loved to sit and dream dreams and weave
romances, such as only the true Celt knows how. What she put into them
was known to none, and, indeed, probably never could be known, for they
possessed that unfathomable, mysterious, yearning quality which is so
present in Celtic blood, and were of those hidden thoughts and things
which defy words to express them. Not that Eileen ever wanted to
express them. She had not as yet met a kindred soul whom she felt could
in any wise understand, and meanwhile, having the mountains, and the
lake, and the sea, for companions, it did not seem that she needed a
listener. She could talk to these in a rapturous silence as she could
talk to no other, and feel that her spirit was one with their spirit,
and that what men call “solitude” is in reality a wealth of deep
companionship for those who have eyes to see and ears to hear. There
was a good deal of the pagan about Eileen, for, though she always went
to church, and tried to be earnest and attentive, it seemed so much
easier to her to worship out in the open air among the upland solitudes
of the mountain. And so real and intense to her in these solitudes was
the consciousness of an All-pervading God-presence, that fear of any
kind was impossible, and she was less lonely than under any other
conditions.
It was doubtless these solitary climbs and silent musings, when she
either thought deep, mysterious thoughts, or sitting motionless,
absorbed into all her being the spirit of beauty around, that had
deepened in her face year by year its dream-like loveliness. Eileen was
rarely gay, but her smile was indescribably beautiful and impressed
everyone who saw it. Paddy was her father’s darling, and had been, in
spite of his disappointment, ever since he learned that his second
child was another girl and not the fondly longed-for boy. With a sense
of vain regret he had looked dubiously at the small bundle with the
cause of his regret somewhere inside it, and retired without further
inspection. A few days later he got a full and uninterrupted view of an
ugly little brown face, with a pair of particularly bright eyes, and a
suggestion of roguishness that was entirely alluring. “Bedad!” he said,
looking back into the bright eyes, “I badly wanted a boy, but you look
as if you’d be the next best thing.” And that was how Paddy got her
self-chosen nickname.
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