She was so sure he was coming back to her. Had he not lived in her
thoughts and been the central figure of her dreams ever since he went
away three years ago? Was it likely it could have been otherwise with
him, after the way he had looked at her and sought her
companionship?... And now he was to love her so much more than before,
for had she not read and thought and studied, to make herself a fitter
companion? She smiled to think what a little ignoramus she must have
seemed to him three years ago. Of course she was that, compared to him,
still, but she had at least tried to educate herself to a higher plane
and knew that she had not tried altogether in vain. “Will he know it at
once, I wonder?” she whispered to herself, sitting in her favourite
attitude, with her elbows on her knees and her chin sunk deep in her
hands, gazing at the deep blue of the distant sea. “Will he be glad? Is
he feeling as I feel now?—as if Heaven had somehow come down to earth
and shed a new loveliness over the mountains, and the valleys, and the
sea?—as if one must always be good because of the joy in the world, and
make everyone so happy that evil must eventually die out?”
Then she fell to dreaming golden dreams of love, and wonder, and
tenderness, till her eyes shone, and losing all consciousness of time
and space her soul carried her away into an unreal dreamland of
ecstasy.
From this she was somewhat suddenly and forcibly awakened by the
apparition of a stalwart form, not in the least ethereal or dream-like,
with a gun on his shoulder and two brace of snipe in his hand. He had,
moreover, emerald green on his stockings, a tan waistcoat, and a pale
green tie instead of a terra cotta one that had raised such objections
in the morning; and whatever Paddy or anyone else might like to say, he
formed as pleasing a picture of a typical young Briton as any one need
wish. He expressed surprise at seeing Eileen, but not being a good
actor, any experienced ear would easily have detected that he had come
to that spot with the express hope of finding her.
“Have you been up here long?” he asked, throwing down the gun and the
birds in the heather and telling his spaniel to keep guard over them.
“About three hours, I should think,” she replied, looking a little
askance at the gun. “Is it unloaded?”
“Yes. You’re not afraid of it, are you?”
“N-no,” slowly. “Isn’t it rather early to shoot snipe?”
“Yes, but there wasn’t anything else.”
“I thought you and Paddy were going across to Rostrevor this
afternoon?”
“So we were, but we fell out.”
“Has Paddy gone alone, then?”
“Yes. She said she’d rather swim across than have to go in the same
boat with me.” And he smiled at the recollection.
Eileen smiled vaguely also, but she was not listening very attentively,
so she was not quite sure what she was smiling at. She had
unconsciously slipped into her old attitude again, and, chin in hand,
was gazing out to sea.
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