That was quite enough, and away rushed Miss Jane, with Miss Mary
hurrying after her, to look for Lawrence. They found him in his den,
with newspapers lying round him, apparently reading calmly. Only could
they have looked in unobserved a moment sooner, they would have seen
the newspapers were all out of reach, and, with compressed lips and
knitted forehead he was staring gloomily at the floor lost in thought.
However, he heard footsteps, and snatched up a paper just as the door
opened, and neither of them had good enough eyesight to see that the
sheet he held before him was covered with advertisements for housemaids
and cooks.
Miss Jane came up to him with an almost sublime expression of
gratitude.
“Paddy says you saved her life, Lawrence,” she said simply. “I feel as
if I must go down on my knees to you.”
“Pray don’t,” he answered in his usual manner. “I won’t answer for the
floor being particularly clean. I simply hate the room being dusted,
you know.”
He got up, and with a little laugh tried to change the conversation.
But neither of the ladies had the least intention of being put off in
this manner, and they tried his patience considerably before they had
finished their outpouring of grateful thanks. Then they retired again,
and Lawrence closed the door after them with a momentary relief, only
to be quickly superseded by his previous gloom. It was as though he had
aged since yesterday. Several times last night, and again this morning
when he sat beside her a little while in her bedroom, his mother had
watched him covertly, and wondered what there was in his face that
seemed strange to her. Now, when left alone again, he threw the papers
aside and, sitting down at his writing table, buried his face in his
hands.
He had been up early in spite of his awful night, had seen George and
the other three men, and sat with his mother, and sent the loveliest
flowers Mourne Lodge could produce to Paddy’s bedroom; and now it was
only mid-day, though it seemed half a life-time since he had sat in the
hut holding Paddy, regardless of all things in heaven and earth but his
precious burden. He went over everything again and again, moment by
moment, unable to bring his mind to anything else. The night of such
horror to all others was already to him the most precious memory of his
life.
Only what was to come next? It was this thought that caused that moody,
unheeding stare into vacancy.
“I will not live without her—she shall come to me,” he muttered
half-fiercely, and dreamt of all he would say to win her when they met.
Meanwhile the aunties took Paddy back with them, insisting upon
watching over her as if she were an invalid, and finally inveigling her
to the drawing-room sofa to lie quietly with closed blinds.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account