However, they were mellow, dreaming days, and an atmosphere of peaceful
dreaminess seemed to pervade them all—like the calm before a storm.
To do Lawrence justice, he did not go out of his way to win Eileen’s
love. On the contrary, he did go a little out of his way to shock her,
but since she possessed divination enough to realise something of this,
it had the opposite effect. She was so simple and natural herself that
she was incapable of understanding deception. She believed Lawrence
wanted her to know him at his worst—to know all the thoughts he
harboured so directly opposed to her dearest beliefs—and so let her
love him as he was instead of as she would have him.
And the mere idea only stimulated her love. Pained she inevitably was,
but the offered up her pain at the shrine of Love, and went deeper into
the maze.
If Lawrence dimly perceived this, he blinded himself to it. To him
love-making was a very different process to this calm interchange of
ideas, and he certainly refrained from much that he would not have
thought twice about with any other pretty girl who interested and
pleased him. Could any more be expected? No one could ever say he made
love to Eileen. He did not make love to her, but he sought her
companionship beyond all other, and looked his admiration of her quiet
loveliness, regardless that to such as she these delicate attentions
were almost a declaration. For the rest, a man must have something to
amuse him, and her _naïvété_ really was rather refreshing, and of
course it wouldn’t hurt her to learn a little more about the world
generally from a less narrowed horizon. So he sought her day by day,
and made no further allusion to that projected Eastern tour, till
Eileen forgot all about it, and waited in a dreaming ecstasy for her
joy to take actual shape.
The only two who seemed at first to scent danger were the
harum-scarums, Paddy and Jack. Such glorious days could not, of course,
be wasted in a piffling little sail on the Loch or mooning on the
beach, but there was time occasionally for a passing thought of the two
who sailed and mooned so contentedly.
“I can’t think why Eileen doesn’t pack him off,” Paddy said once. “He
makes me want to stamp, with his calm superiority. Fancy spending hours
listening to the drivel he talks when she might be ratting with
us,”—which somewhat remarkable comparison would no doubt have rather
astonished the Oxford B.A.
As a matter of fact, he was enlightened with it the following day, for
while leaving The Ghan House to go home, he was suddenly knocked nearly
silly by a flying, furious apparition, who charged into him round a
sharp corner, carrying a blackthorn in one hand and a ferret in the
other.
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