For yet another mile or two the hot dusty road runs through level
fields, till it reaches yonder shoulder of the downs, already golden
three-parts up with ripening corn. Thitherwards lies my inevitable way;
and now that home is almost in sight it seems hard that the last part
of the long day’s sweltering and delightful tramp must needs be haunted
by that hateful speck, black on the effulgence of the slope. Did I not
know he was only a scarecrow, the thing might be in a way
companionable: a pleasant suggestive surmise, piquing curiosity,
gilding this last weary stage with some magic of expectancy. But I
passed close by him on my way out. Early as I was, he was already up
and doing, eager to introduce himself. He leered after me as I swung
down the road,—mimicked my gait, as it seemed, in a most uncalled-for
way; and when I looked back, he was blowing derisive kisses of farewell
with his empty sleeve.
I had succeeded, however, in shaking off the recollection between the
morning’s start and now; so it was annoying that he should force
himself on me, just when there was no getting rid of him. At this
distance, however, he might be anything. An indeterminate blot, it
seems to waver, to falter, to come and vanish again in the quivering,
heated air. Even so, in the old time, leaning on that familiar gate—are
the tell-tale inwoven initials still decipherable?—I used to watch Her
pacing demurely towards me through the corn. It was ridiculous, it was
fatuous, under all the circumstances it was monstrous, and yet{...}! We
were both under twenty, so She was She, and I was I, and there were
only we three the wide world over, she and I and the unbetraying gate.
_Porta eburnea!_ False visions alone sped through you, though Cupid was
wont to light on your topmost bar, and preen his glowing plumes. And to
think that I should see her once more, coming down the path as if not a
day had passed, hesitating as of old, and then—but surely her ankles
seem—Confound that scarecrow!...
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