American fiction -- 20th century; Manhattan (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Women artists -- Fiction
That's an ambitious attempt to compress the evolutionary processes into
a page, she reflected. On the shelf devoted to her beloved Frenchmen
she took down A Rebours and read what Huysmans wrote of the poem in
prose of Mallarmé's in particular ... "the adjective placed in such an
ingenious and definite way that it ... would open up such perspectives
that the reader would dream whole weeks together on its meaning at once
precise and multiple, affirm the present, reconstruct the past, divine
the future of the characters revealed by the light of the unique
epithet ... a spiritual collaboration by consent between ten superior
persons scattered through the universe...." "I confess I'm not one of
the ten," said Mona aloud, for she often wedded her interior dialogue
to the exterior. "I should die of mental starvation on such a condensed
literary diet; it may be poetic, but it is too peptonic, and my soul
can't be fed with prose pemmican. Yet Frustrate is a strange panorama
of sex and evolution. 'Every monad has its day.' True, I wonder if
this orchestra of cells that I call 'Moi' will ever have its day? The
time of my fruition is afar. Who is the Siegfried that will release
this Brunnhilde from her bed of fire? That's a question which every
girl puts to herself in a thousand different forms. I should like to
be married. I love children. There is no other adequate method to lure
them into this chilly life but the mating of men and women. Really,
Mona, does the man matter much? Eugenics, a fine word for an impossible
thing! I like Ulick. He wouldn't make me happy, I know. But what's the
difference if I can hold his baby and mine to my breast? Nothing else
counts. I'm in a nice depressed mood tonight. I musn't forget to take a
pill. It's usually the liver, and calomel is the last resource of the
virtuously bilious. Oh! dear, I wonder what he is doing now? With that
horrid woman? Not that I care. Why should I? Ulick is nothing to me.
Young men must observe the laws of hygiene or else be ill, so he says.
I believe him. What about women? Are they so differently constructed?
Saints? I don't believe it. If we were frank, we should tell the whole
truth--women are much more amorous than men, although the emotion with
us is more massive, yet more diffused. There! I've told my mirror the
truth. Polichinelle's secret. Because of our excessive temperament
we have been put behind bars for ages. Heavens! Every household is a
harem with one lawful wife; the concubines live elsewhere. Some day
women will go on a sex-strike. Then the men will crawl. If it's right
for the men to go philandering, why isn't it right for the women? I
wonder what Milt would say if he could peep into my brain at this
moment? Horrified he would surely be. That Dora! Alfred Stone says she
is very pretty. Pooh! I know what his 'pretty' means. A lascivious
kitten. But she serves the purpose. I don't mind the physical facts;
men have strong stomachs, but how can a superior young man like Ulick
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