The stranger laid his hand in gentle compassion on the old man’s arm.
There was something so sweet and kind in his lunacy, that he could not
resist the pitying impulse which possessed him. What if this gentle old
man had, indeed, been a prisoner of the Bastille—a terrible place, which
the nobility had used with such fearful recklessness, without pausing to
understand what awful sins they were committing against human rights.
“Sit down,” he said, “you tremble, and seem very old; while I rest here,
tell me something of that prison—of your life there. Was it, indeed, so
horrible as the people say?”
The old man sat down as bidden, for he had learned to obey until
submission had become an impulse. The stranger leaned against the trunk
of a willow that drooped over him a perfect cataract of leaves, and
prepared to listen.
“What would you have me say?” asked the old man, lifting his meek eyes
to the thoughtful face of his questioner. “There is much suffering in
twenty years—where shall I begin?”
“Tell me everything. It is well that I should know how far men can
suffer and live.”
The old man shook his head.
“Ah! it is all a dream now, a dull, heavy dream of darkness, and hunger,
and awful rest. At first I yearned and struggled for the freedom which
despotism, not crime, had torn from me. I raved in my cell; I beat my
hands against the great oaken door, which answered me with the mockery
of hollow noises; I beat my head upon the stone flags of my cell, hoping
thus to end the torment of my longing. I cried aloud for my wife and
child. Oh, my God! my God! how I suffered then—I, who had done nothing
that was evil, but always sought out the right; I, who had kept myself
humble, and loved the poor with affectionate brotherhood, who had
nothing on earth but my sweet young wife and her little child!
“At first I said this outrage against an innocent man cannot last. In a
few weeks they will let me out, and I shall flee on the wings of love to
find my wife and child; they will have suffered, but my coming will
bring back all the old joy into their lives. Monsieur, do you know what
it is to have such dreams die out of the soul?”
The old man clasped his hands, bowed his face down to his bosom, over
which the white beard flowed, and began to sob. The tenderness of a most
affectionate nature had come back to him so far that a swell of
self-pity heaved his breast when he remembered the pangs of anguish with
which he had given up all the hopes of his youth.
“Go on,” said the stranger, in a broken voice; “it is well that I should
hear this.”
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