Science fiction; Short stories; Space colonies -- Fiction; Space travelers -- Fiction; Stowaways -- Fiction; Venus (Planet) -- Fiction
"You lost your chance when you flunked training, Hanlon," Geddes said.
"Just now you're a definite irritant, and we can't afford being upset
just before the flight. You'll have to go."
Hanlon avoided his eyes, looking thoroughly hangdog and disreputable.
He needed a shave badly and his careless clothing had been slept in
more than once.
"I could have borne the surgical operations," he said. "A man's
appendix and tonsils and teeth can be dangerous in space or on
another planet where he can't get medical attention--but their damned
psycho-conditioning was too much. How could I know what I'd really be
like when those cold-blooded Foundation specialists got through with
me?"
"It takes a specially adapted kind of man to beat space," Geddes
pointed out patiently. "We can't risk neurosis out there, any more than
we can risk appendicitis or abscessed teeth. The Foundation learned
a lot from those first three failures, Hanlon. This time it's not
repeating its old errors."
Hovic came out of the bathroom, replacing his dentures. He was the
heaviest of the crew, a muscular Slav with the unimaginative man's
natural directness. "You're washed up, Hanlon. Why don't you get out
and leave us alone?"
At the door Hanlon hesitated, his face averted. "You'll be blasting off
in another six hours, leaving everything behind. You will be heroes
when you come back and you'll be rich...."
Geddes felt his lip curling. "But right now we've no use for our spare
credits, is that it? You'd like to make a last touch before we go, and
if we don't come back the debt won't worry you, Hanlon."
Lowe came between them, digging out his wallet. He was a slender,
sensitive sort, the only one of the three who had been really friendly
with Hanlon before the Irishman's congenital wildness led to his
discharge.
"Let it go, Ged. What do a few credits mean to us now?"
He emptied his wallet, dropping yellow notes into Hanlon's ready hands.
After a moment Geddes followed suit, but Hovic stood fast.
"He can stay sober for my part," Hovic growled. "Let him go back to his
gambling friends and his wenches if he wants a handout."
Hanlon pocketed his alms and grinned at Geddes, the hangdog look
melting before his old recklessness. "Keep a close eye on my pal Hovic,
Ged. Ten to one he cracks up on you at null-area and finishes the trip
under hypnol."
* * * * *
They forgot him the instant he was gone, turning to their last-minute
packing, laying out the heavy coveralls they would wear during the
flight, shaving and showering before their final nap.
In the shower, Geddes caught Lowe fingering the pale scar of his
appendectomy and frowning thoughtfully. Without his dentures Lowe
looked older and uncertain and somehow shrunken, and in spite of his
conditioned calm Geddes felt a cold stirring of alarm.
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