Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
“Why, Clara!” exclaimed Mrs. Forest. “Why did you not tell me this
before? Why, child, I have been too severe. Of course you could not
endure such dishonor. Why did you not tell me at first of this?”
“Oh, I did not think that so important. Of course he did not intend it
should disgrace me. He did not mean it to be known, of course.” Mrs.
Forest was shocked beyond measure, and ran on for some minutes giving
vent to her indignation against Miss Wills. Clara assured her that Miss
Wills was guilty of no further impropriety than meeting Albert, and
added, “though that makes little difference to me; when Albert’s love
was gone, all was gone.”
Mrs. Forest was glad to have the assurance that Albert had not been
guilty of “absolute infidelity,” and saw the way clearly to a speedy
reconciliation. “Oh, mother,” said Clara, “you do not understand what
separates us at all. We are talking to each other in Greek and Sanscrit.
Do you not see, I cannot care so much for the body, because I care so
much more for the soul? The fidelity that came from love, would be a
compliment to me; but ought I to be flattered by a chastity that was
merely forced by a promise? Forgive me; you are too material to
comprehend that. No infidelity but one, could send me from Albert, and
that he has committed a thousand times. What should I go back to? I have
no husband, as I told you last night. To live with him, when he longs
only for the presence of another woman, shocks my sense of morality.”
“But you are married to him. You have a legal right to his property. The
law does not hold you as free, nor excuse him for not taking care of
you.”
“Then the law is a fool. I don’t care a straw for it. What right have I
to his property? I did not bring any of it to him. If he were my husband
in soul, there would be no degradation to my sharing it all with him;
but now to go back to his cold heart because simply he is obliged to
take care of me, or to avoid scandal! I beg your pardon. I would die
first. If I am to be kept, simply—for mercy’s sake let there be the
justification of mutual love.”
“Mercy!” exclaimed Mrs. Forest. “I never heard such words from a lady’s
mouth. Why, one would think you had no conception of the sanctity of
marriage.”
“Oh, mother dear, just now I called your views material, and reproached
myself inwardly for the rudeness,” said Clara, speaking with great
difficulty, “but, honestly, you do take a view of marriage that
horrifies me. There is no marriage when love is dead. I could not live
through such a solemn farce;” and Clara sank back quite exhausted, and
Mrs. Forest, trusting she would listen to reason when she grew calmer,
left the room.
CHAPTER XXVIII.
THE EFFECT OF DR. DELANO’S FORGIVENESS.
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