Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
“Of course he did love you, but you should not expect him to go into
transports every five minutes. It is foolish to expect that, after
marriage, and I think very bad taste to desire it. If you had a child to
occupy your attention, you would think less of continual demonstration
on the part of your husband.” Clara shrank lower into the folds of her
shawl. She was tired of the mention of this impossible baby.
“I am sure I would rather have my husband’s love than a thousand
babies.”
“A thousand! Very likely.”
“Well, one then. I am glad that I found out his indifference before any
such event happened; but Albert says I shall never have any children
because I am too nervous.”
“Does he? Well, I am sure that is very unkind indeed, when you have been
married so short a time. He had no right to say such a cruel thing.”
Clara wondered that her mother should give this such prominence. _She_
had been wounded by it, because of Albert’s coldness; otherwise it would
not have affected her, for it could not sound like a reproach. Mrs.
Forest did not seem to comprehend the distinction. She urged Clara, by
all the eloquence and argument in her power, to make up the quarrel with
her husband. She urged her to consider the disgrace of her step, the
wealth and standing of the Delanos, and the social advantages of such an
alliance. This failed to move Clara, for she had not a particle of
social ambition. Wealth sufficient to secure a pleasant home, with books
and flowers and ordinary luxuries, was all she wanted for herself
personally; but had misfortune deprived her of these, she would have met
it without a murmur, and worked night and day to make the deprivations
less hard for Albert to bear. This she expressed to her mother.
“Of course, any good wife would do that; but how much better,” said Mrs.
Forest, “to have wealth and the position that insures your reception in
the highest society.”
“The highest society, mother dear, I hold to be that of people of
thought and solid culture, and these are always approachable without
being heralded by the _fanfari_ of wealth and social position.”
“I presume you even regret the wealth of your husband, and dream of love
in a cottage,” said Mrs. Forest, with ill humor.
“How you do misunderstand me, mother dear,” said Clara, wearily. “When I
express the thoughts and convictions dearest and most sacred to me, you
take no notice of them. It was always so with Albert; but I would not
have asked even that he should understand me, if he had not grown so
cold. And then his persistent solicitude about Ella, his delight in her
conversation, which was like the chattering of a monkey, compared to
that of any serious person—”
“You mean, compared to yours.”
“Why, yes: what is the use of sham modesty in the presence of the truth?
She was _not_ my equal in anything. If she had been, I should wonder
less at his infatuation.” Here Mrs. Forest questioned Clara, and
extracted the Dover affair.
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