Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
“I was born in ——, about twenty miles from here. My father is a farmer,
and a deacon in the church. I am the oldest of six children. All my
early years were very sad. I had to work hard all the time, and went to
school only in winter, for I had to take care of the younger children. I
loved to go to school, but it was hard to keep up with my class, because
I had to stay home Mondays and Tuesdays to help about the washing and
ironing, and often other days also. I don’t know how I ever learned
anything, for my father would never let me have a lamp in my room when I
wished to study my lessons. It was very cruel in him, for I loved to
read and study, and during the day I never had a moment. He used to whip
me when I disobeyed him about borrowing books and papers to read. A girl
who lived near, used to lend me her _Waverly Magazines_. That was six
years ago, when I was ten years old. One day my mother told him; and he
came to my room in an awful rage, and burned them all, though I cried
and begged him on my knees to spare them, because they were not mine. It
was no use, and my friend was much distressed, for she used to keep them
all. I cried over it for days, and my mother was very angry with what
she called my silliness. She thought I ought to be a very happy girl,
but I was not. I could not be happy. Everything I wished to do was
discouraged in every way. They thought me wicked because I was
dissatisfied with the poor, cheap clothes my father allowed me; and I
was dissatisfied, for my father was not poor. He always had money in the
bank. I was never allowed a single pretty dress, like other girls, nor
to go to any of their parties. My father called them all kissing
parties, and both he and mother said they were ashamed of me because I
wished to go. Mother cared for nothing but work, and I could not take
the same pleasure in scrubbing and cooking that she did, though I did it
all the time, and would have willingly, if I could have been allowed to
read or to have any pleasures.
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