Fantasy fiction; Utopian fiction; Utopias -- Fiction
“In our school there was one scholar named George Storrs—the brightest
and handsomest of all. I think I always loved him since I was a very
little girl; but he never noticed me much until one year ago last
August, when one day, on my way to the village, he joined me, and we
walked together. The road lay through a beautiful wood, where there was
a pond close by the road, full of water-lilies. We stopped, and George
took off his shoes and waded in to get me some. Just as he came out with
them, I saw my father coming from the village, and only a little
distance from us. I screamed with fright, and flew into the bushes.
George followed me, and I told him my fears. He told me my father should
not hurt me, and I clung to him in an agony of dread. My father passed
as though he had not seen me; but oh, how I dreaded to go home that day.
I feared he would actually kill me in his anger. The state I was in, and
George’s kindness, made me tell him of my life at home. He pitied me,
and spoke tender words to me—the first I had ever heard. You cannot
wonder that I clung to his words, and loved him with all my heart. I
told him so. I could not help it. He said I was a good girl, and he had
always loved me, and some time he would help me to get away from home.
In a month he was to come to this place and work in the _Oakdale
Republican_ office as compositor. Three times after that I met him in
the same place, for my fears had been groundless—my father had not seen
me. George promised to write me, and he kept his word, and during a
whole year I was happy, in spite of everything. Of course, I had to have
him write me under a false name, and I had much trouble to get my
letters. There was no one I could trust, and a hundred questions were
asked whenever I wished to go to the village. I knew that my love for
George was the highest and noblest thing in my soul, and yet I had to
conceal it like a crime. Oh, it was so hard! My mother loves her
children, I know. She works hard for them; but when she gives them food
enough, keeps their clothes decent, and prays for them every day, she
feels that she has done all. I do not blame her in the least; but oh! I
should have worshipped her, if she had made me trust her like a friend.
She never told me of myself—of the changes that happen to girls at a
certain age; and when I passed that period I was horrified. I wondered
if it were not some dreadful divine punishment sent to me because I did
my hair prettily, and tried to manage, with my scanty materials, to make
my dress more becoming. For this I was considered bad and perverse by my
father. You may wonder at what I am telling you, but it is the solemn
truth. In my distress I went to Laura Eliot, a girl much older than
myself, who had for three years loaned me books whenever I went to the
village. I had never been intimate with her, for she had considered me a
mere child, I suppose, and loaned me the books because she was
interested in my passion for them.
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