"Goin' to town, dad?"
"No. South."
"Just us two, all alone?"
"Yes. Don't you want to go?"
"Sure! But I wish ma was comin', too."
Big Jim winced. "So do I, Jimmy. But I guess we can get along all right.
How would you like to visit Aunt Jane, down in Arizona?"
"Where them horn toads and stingin' lizards are?"
"Yes--and Gila monsters and all kinds of critters."
"Gee! Has Aunt Jane got any of 'em on her ranch?"
Big Jim forced a smile. "I reckon so."
Little Jim's face was eager. "Then I say, let's go. Mebby I can get to
shoot one. Huntin' is more fun than workin' all the time. I guess ma got
tired of workin', too. She said that was all she ever expected to do,
'long as we lived out here on the ranch. But she never told _me_ she was
goin' to quit."
"She didn't tell me, either, Jimmy. But you wouldn't understand."
Jimmy puckered his forehead. "I guess ma kind of throwed us down, didn't
she, dad?"
"We'll have to forget about it," said Big Jim slowly. "Down at Aunt
Jane's place in--"
"Somethin' 's burnin', dad!"
Big Jim turned to the stove. Little Jim gazed at his father's back
critically. There was something in the stoop of the broad shoulders that
was unnatural, strange--something that caused Little Jim to hesitate in
his questioning. Little Jim idolized his father, and, with unfailing
intuition, believed in him to the last word. As for his mother, who had
left without explanation and would never return--Little Jim missed her,
but more through habit of association than with actual grief.
He knew that his mother and father had not gotten along very well for
some time. And now Little Jim recalled something that his mother had
said: "He's as much your boy as he is mine, Jim Hastings, and, if you
are set on sending him to school, for goodness' sake get him some decent
clothes, which is more than I have had for many a year."
Until then Jimmy had not realized that his clothing or his mother's was
other than it should be. Moreover, he did not want to go to school. He
preferred to work on the ranch with his father. But it was chiefly the
tone of his mother's voice that had impressed him. For the first time in
his young life, Little Jim felt that he was to blame for something which
he could not understand. He was accustomed to his mother's sudden fits
of unreasonable anger, often followed by a cuff, or sharp reprimand. But
she had never mentioned his need of better clothing before, nor her own
need.
As for being as much his father's boy as his mother's--Little Jim felt
that he quite agreed to that, and, if anything, that he belonged more to
his father, who was kind to him, than to any one else in the world.
Little Jim, trying to reason it out, now thought that he knew why his
mother had left home. She had gone to live in town that she might have
better clothes and be with folks and not wear her fingers to the bone
simply for a bed and three meals a day, as Little Jim had heard her say
more than once.
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