But the heads of the House required to be satisfied, no less than
Jacqueline. They were not disposed to accept any gift which was not
freely and piously given. Accordingly, before the final disposition of
the property was made, La Mère Angélique took care that Pascal should
understand the matter anew from the Port-Royalist point of view. St
Cyran had taught them that they were never “to receive anything for the
house of God but that which came from God.” Even he was not a little
surprised, according to the statement of his sister, at all this
scrupulousness—“the manner in which we deal with such matters;” and the
men of business whose presence was necessary on the occasion are
represented as astonished beyond measure. “They had never seen business
done in such a way.” At length, however, all was completed. Pascal
professed the genuineness of his motives, and only regretted that it was
not in his power to do more.
If this narrative mainly concerns Jacqueline Pascal, it serves to throw
light upon the character and life of her brother at this time. In the
course of her “relation,” Jacqueline, or her interlocutor La Mère Agnès,
makes frequent allusion to Pascal’s “worldly life.” When she is vexed
that he will not carry out her desires in the matter of the dowry, she is
reminded that she had far more reason to be distressed by the “faults and
infidelities” into which he had fallen towards God. {63a} He is
represented as being so much engrossed with the vanities and amusements
of the world as to prefer his own pleasure and advantage to the good of a
religious community or the pious gratification of his sister. It was
only by some miracle that it could be otherwise; and there was no reason
to “expect a miracle of grace in a person like him.” {63b} All the means
at his command were hardly sufficient to enable him to live in the world
“like others of his condition,” and the associates with whom he was known
to be mingling. {63c}
Plainly at this time Pascal was abandoned by Port Royal. He had “set
himself,” as his sister briefly says, “on the world.” As his niece more
particularly indicates, {63d} he had given himself up to the amusements
of life. Unable to study, the love of leisure and of fashionable society
had gradually gained upon him. At first he was moderate in his worldly
enjoyments; but a taste for them insensibly sprang up and carried him far
away from his old associations and the pious severities of his former
life. After his father’s death this change was more clearly marked. He
was master of his own affairs, and he plunged more freely into the
pleasures of society, although always, it is distinctly said, “without
any vice or licentiousness.” All this, his niece adds, was very grievous
to her aunt Jacqueline, who grieved in spirit at seeing him who had been
the means of making her learn the nothingness of the world return to its
vanities.
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