Hamilton had expected to find Ryan in the throes of physical reaction
to his bender, but he had not expected such abject mental misery.
He said, soothingly, “Sven, you know as well as I do that SPR funds
are primarily for the use of its scientists--for their research and
experimentation. The only thing that puzzles me is why you went
gallivanting off and spilled your large flannel mouth all over New York
last night.”
Hamilton was prepared for every answer but the one he got. Incredibly,
the inventor lifted his bleary eyes to the other’s face and said, “Why
shouldn’t I drown my sorrows after blowing all that money and work on a
miserable failure? And if I chose to talk about it, that’s my business.”
Hamilton felt as if the helirocket had hit an old-fashioned air pocket.
The very breath seemed to go out of him. He said, “But according to the
reports, your transmitter was a success. It worked.”
Sven Ryan made a gesture of disgust. “Sure it worked,” he said, “over
one kilometer with a few kilos of dead weight. But you know what I was
working for. My whole aim has been to invent some method of transport
that will make interplanetary travel economically feasible. But what
good is a transporter that cannot send organic life?”
He paused to take a whiff of oxygen and his looks and spirits almost
visibly improved. “I must have been out of my mind, Park. I ran a dozen
extra tests with white mice.” He shook his head wretchedly. “What came
out in the receiver was sickening. I felt like a sadist.”
“So you took off and got drunk,” said Hamilton. “You wanted to drown
your sorrows.”
Here, he thought, was a perfect example of the creative, scientific
mind--a mind so wrapped up in fulfillment of a dream, in the attainment
of a single end, that everything else remained in fuzzy focus. Here was
that persistent anomaly, the completely dedicated man who would never
cease to be a problem to the more scatter-gunned mass of humanity. It
was a problem that ranged all the way from the absentminded professor
to the discoverer of new theories and machines that were constantly
threatening to disrupt the balances by which other men lived.
“Seven years!” said Ryan gloomily. “Seven years and almost three
million SPR dollars--and it’s a tragic bust. Do you wonder I blew my
top, Park?” He paused again and for an instant his eyes lighted up.
“Chief, do you know who I ran into last night? I’m not going to tell
you where, but it was--”
“It was Ian Harris of the UN, and you stumbled over him at Molly
Sadler’s house of joy,” said Hamilton.
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