Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Conduct of life -- Juvenile fiction; New Year -- Juvenile fiction
When eleven o'clock struck, Paul's courage quite gave way. His limbs
were trembling, his teeth were chattering, his blood seemed turning to
ice. He remembered that his grandfather had read in the papers the day
before that four persons had been found frozen to death.
"What if I should die before morning!" thought Paul, and it was a
terrible thought. "I am not fit to die, I am not fit to go to the
beautiful place of which I was dreaming. Hark! What is that tinkling
sound which I faintly hear? The bells of St. John's Church are ringing
for the midnight service; James Barton will be hastening now to that
church to pray in the New Year. Oh, that I could pray too!" It was the
first time that such a wish had come into the mind of Paul. He had
attended church service hundreds of times, but he had never really
prayed in his life.
"I can't pray, I can think of no words," groaned the poor boy, as he
swayed his body to and fro; for he was afraid to remain quite still,
and yet was almost too stiff and cold to move about freely. "Perhaps
that hymn may serve as a prayer; I'll try a verse; it may help me to
forget for a few minutes the misery that I am in."
In a very different way from that in which he had sung a few hours
before, Paul, with trembling voice, attempted to sing—
"'Then, oh! my Lord, prepare
My soul for that great day.'"
Paul felt that for him the great day might be near. He no longer felt
sure of "fifty or sixty years" of life. He knew now that he had need of
comfort, of help, of forgiveness. Paul clasped his numbed hands, and
tears came into his eyes as he sang the words of entreaty—
"'Oh! wash me in Thy precious blood,
And take my sins away.'"
But how much better was Paul's feeble prayer for mercy, than his late
bold, careless singing of words so solemn and holy!
Twelve o'clock struck. The New Year had come! Some in London were
praying, many were sleeping, not a few, alas! were drinking in the
Now Year. Again Paul tried to get warmth by walking about, but the
frost was becoming more intense as the night advanced. The moon had
now risen, and dimly shone through the frosted windows. Paul could
distinguish some objects near him, such as the reading-desk, on which
lay the large Bible, that Bible which had been read so often in his
hearing, but to which he had never cared to listen.
"If I live through this dreadful night, I will try to be a very
different boy to what I have been," thought Paul Harley. "I will try to
be more dutiful to my old grandparents; they have had little comfort in
me. What would not I give now to be more like James, whom I despised
for being so pious! There is no danger of his being driven into outer
darkness. The angels will welcome him, for he loves the Lord whom they
love."
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