And after that he would not tell me his name. “Perhaps next time we
meet,” he said. “Good-bye, Paul. Good luck to you!”
So I went my way. Where the path winds out of sight I turned. He was
still seated upon the bench, but his face was towards me, and he waved
his hand to me. I answered with a wave of mine. And then the intervening
boughs and bushes gradually closed in around me. And across the rising
mist there rose the hoarse, harsh cry:
“All out! All out!”
CHAPTER X.
IN WHICH PAUL IS SHIPWRECKED, AND CAST INTO DEEP WATERS.
My father died, curiously enough, on the morning of his birthday. We had
not expected the end to arrive for some time, and at first did not know
that it had come.
“I have left him sleeping,” said my mother, who had slipped out very
quietly in her dressing-gown. “Washburn gave him a draught last night.
We won't disturb him.”
So we sat round the breakfast table, speaking in low tones, for the
house was small and flimsy, all sound easily heard through its thin
partitions. Afterwards my mother crept upstairs, I following, and
cautiously opened the door a little way.
The blinds were still down, and the room dark. It seemed a long time
that my mother stood there listening, her ear against the jar. The
first costermonger--a girl's voice, it sounded--passed, crying shrilly:
“Watercreases, fine fresh watercreases with your breakfast-a'penny
a bundle watercreases;” and further off a hoarse youth was wailing:
“Mee-ilk-mee-ilk-oi.”
Inch by inch my mother opened the door wider and we stole in. He was
lying with his eyes still closed, the lips just slightly parted. I had
never seen death before, and could not realise it. All that I could see
was that he looked even younger than I had ever seen him look before.
By slow degrees only, it came home to me, the knowledge that he was gone
away from us. For days--for weeks, I would hear his step behind me in
the street, his voice calling to me, see his face among the crowds,
and hastening to meet him, stand bewildered because it had mysteriously
disappeared. But at first I felt no pain whatever.
To my mother it was but a short parting. Into her placid faith had never
fallen fear nor doubt. He was waiting for her. In God's good time they
would meet again. What need of sorrow! Without him the days passed
slowly: the house must ever be a little dull when the good man's away.
But that was all. So my mother would speak of him always--of his dear,
kind ways, of his oddities and follies we loved so to recall, not
through tears, but smiles, thinking of him not as of one belonging to
the past, but as of one beckoning to her from the future.
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