At first the whole thing struck Phebe as grotesque, but youth is not apt
to be very critical, especially if having a good time, and as she
usually had a good time she enjoyed everything immensely after the first
surprise wore off, and slept in a tent with the rain sometimes dripping
on her face, and ate coarse fare from board tables, and watched the
proceedings with feelings of curiosity and amusement and half contempt
for what seemed to her emotional and senseless. The church in which she
had been brought up did not worship that way, and, with something of a
Pharisaical feeling, she was one night listening to an elder noted for
piety and eloquence, who was exhorting some people near her to a better
life. Considering herself as a spectator and no part of the
congregation, she did not expect to be addressed. Anxious seats and
extemporaneous prayers were not for one reared as she had been, and when
the elder, who for some time had had her in his mind, turned suddenly
towards her and asked if she were a Christian, she colored with
confusion and alarm and answered, hurriedly: “No, so; no, sir; I am an
Episcopalian.”
Something like a smile flitted across the elder’s face, as he said:
“More’s the pity for you and your church,” and then passed on, leaving
the girl, who was not a Christian because she was an Episcopalian, to
the tender mercies of her companions. Young people are apt to be
relentless where ridicule is concerned, and Phebe was jeered at and
chaffed until in desperation she declared her intention to go forward
for prayers the next time an invitation was given. New and strange
feelings were beginning to influence her, and when at last she knelt
with others to be prayed for it was more in sober earnest than in fun.
There was something in this religion after all, and as she never did
anything by halves, she tested it until she proved its reality, and went
back to her home in Ridgefield an avowed Methodist. To the father and
mother, equally as conscientious as herself, it seemed almost sacrilege
that their daughter, born and brought up in the tenets of the church,
should embrace another faith, or at least another form of worship. But
Phebe was firm. Episcopacy, with its ritual and ceremonious dignity,
would never appeal to her again. She liked better the stir and life of
the Methodists. It was something real,—something to take hold of, and
she liked their style of dress as more consistent with a Christian life.
She could pray better in a plain gown than in a silk one, and she
stopped curling her hair and laid aside her jewelry and her ribbons, and
went every year to Oak City, where she was one of the most zealous
workers, and was known as Sister Phebe. As long as her parents lived she
stayed with them in Ridgefield, going with them occasionally to St.
John’s, which, she thanked her stars, was _low_, as she understood the
term, but going oftener to the plain wooden building on the shore of
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