John Bruce's fist crashed suddenly down on the desk beside him, and he
rose from his chair and stood there staring unseeingly before him.
That was not fair! What was uppermost now was the recrudescence of the
bitterness that had possessed him two nights ago when he had returned
from Paul Veniza's to the hotel here. Nor was it any more true than
it was fair! What of the days and nights of nursing, of care, of the
ungrudging and kindly hospitality they had given to an utter stranger?
Yes, he knew! Only--only she had said she was _glad!_
He began to pace the room. He had left Veniza's in bitterness. He had
not seen Claire. It was a strange sort of love he boasted, little of
unselfishness in it, much of impatience, and still more of intolerance!
That it was a hopeless love in so far as he was concerned did not place
him before himself in any better light. If he cared for her, if there
was any depth of feeling in this love he claimed to have, then at least
her happiness, her welfare and her future could not be extraneous
and indifferent considerations to him. And on the spur of the moment,
piqued, in spite of Paul Veniza's protestations, he had left that night
without seeing Claire again!
He had been ashamed of himself. Yesterday, he had telephoned Claire. He
had begged her forgiveness. He had not meant to say more--but he had!
Something in her voice had--no, not invited; he could not say that--but
had brought the passion, pleading almost, back into his own. It had
seemed to him that she was in tears at the other end of the wire; at
least, bravely as she had evidently tried to do so, she had been unable
to keep her voice under control. But she had evaded an answer. There had
been nothing to forgive, she had said. He had told her that he must see
her, that he would see her again. And then almost hysterically, over
and over again, she had begged him to attempt nothing of the sort, but
instead to leave New York because she insisted that it was not safe for
him to stay even in the city.
John Bruce hurled the butt of his cigarette in the direction of the
cuspidor, and clenched his fist. Crang! Safe from Crang! He laughed
aloud harshly. He asked nothing better than to meet Crang again. He
would not be so weak the next time! And the sooner the better!
He gnawed at his under lip, as he continued to pace the room. To-day, he
had telephoned Claire again--but he had not spoken to her this time. He
had not been surprised at the news he had received, for he remembered
that Hawkins had once told him that the old pawnbroker was in reality
far from well. Some one, he did not know who, some neighbor probably,
had answered the phone. Paul Veniza had been taken ill. Claire had been
up with him all the previous night, and was then resting.
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