British -- Asia -- Fiction; Women physicians -- Fiction
This time his escort was not refused, and he left her at the entrance
of the shop to which she was bound, and in which, as he noticed with a
shudder, the wares displayed were chiefly surgical instruments. As he
lifted his hat and turned away, he found his state of mind not at all
in accordance with the serene calm of his destination. Everything Miss
Keeling had said seemed to be rankling in his breast, and he
anathematised her mentally as he walked. What business had the girl to
say such things? Nay, rather, what did it signify if she did say them?
Why in the world should it affect him? And yet, here he was wasting
his time and spoiling his short leave at home by thinking about her.
It was bad enough that they were doomed to be fellow-travellers all
the way to Kubbet-ul-Haj, but at least he would dismiss her from his
mind while he was in England; and by way of making a beginning he
would burn that photograph which he had cherished so long.
The consciousness of this heroic resolution upheld him during the day,
and when he returned home to dress for dinner his first action was to
take the photograph out of the drawer of his desk in which it had been
wont to repose ever since he had stolen it out of Mabel’s album. He
held it in his hand with mingled feelings, remembering the time when
he had lifted it out and looked at it reverentially every night,
although of late years it had remained altogether undisturbed. Georgia
appeared in it with short hair, which made her look like a very nice
boy. Dick remembered that Mabel had come home from school one day in
tears because, in the ardour of preparing for the London
Matriculation, Georgia had had all her hair cut off. He remembered
also how he had begged, as urgently as he dared, for one of the
severed locks, and how Georgia had refused it with disdain. In those
days he was under the impression that it was rather pleasant than
otherwise to be called “silly boy!” by Miss Keeling’s lips. What a
young idiot he must have been! And what a senseless fool he was now,
to be recalling the absurdities of those past years in this way! After
all, he would not burn the photograph, lest he should forget what an
ass he had once succeeded in making of himself. It should occupy its
old place still, not for Miss Keeling’s sake, but for auld lang syne,
and as a memento and a warning.
“Are you nearly ready, Dick?” said Mabel’s voice at his door. “The
carriage has come round.”
Hastily thrusting the photograph back into the desk, Dick made his
toilet at lightning speed and hurried down-stairs. Mabel was waiting
in the drawing-room with an aggressive expression of resignation, and
General North, whose gout kept him at home, was fretting and fuming
over the tardiness of his nephew’s appearance.
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