British -- Asia -- Fiction; Women physicians -- Fiction
“Yes, I know; but, unfortunately, you had to deal with an old
campaigner and a New Woman, you see. Lady Haigh and I were able to
read the signs of the times as well as you and Mr Stratford; but we
pretended that we knew nothing about things, for the sake of sparing
your feelings. Now, do you think you have treated us properly? I don’t
demand information as a right; I only ask whether it was fair--whether
it was even kind--to try and keep us in ignorance? We have at least as
much at stake as you have.”
“At least?” he repeated, bitterly. “I can tell you that I would give
my life gladly to know that you were in Khemistan and safe out of
this. Now you can’t say that I haven’t spoken plainly.”
“But why not have told us the worst before, and let us talk it over,
and get what comfort we could out of that? Facing a danger boldly
makes it seem much less terrible. It is the guessing, and the
wondering, and the putting two and two together, and the anxiety as to
whether there has been any fresh trouble, of which we know nothing, to
make you and Mr Stratford look graver and graver every day, that have
been so dreadful this week.”
“Have a little pity for me, Georgia,” he said, almost roughly; and she
realised, with a sudden tightening of the heart, that he had used the
same words that other day. “Do you think it’s an easy or a pleasant
thing for a man to tell the woman he loves--as I love you--that such
things are before her as seem to be before us now? No, don’t start and
turn your back on me--you have brought this on yourself. You laughed
at me when I told you I loved you long ago, and again and again since
we first met this year you have shown me pretty plainly that nothing I
could do would ever change your tone. When I begged your pardon after
that fuss about your doctoring the Chief, and you wouldn’t listen to
me, I couldn’t have believed a woman would have spoken in such a way
to the greatest blackguard on earth, let alone a man that had put
himself at her mercy. Your mercy, indeed!--I believe you enjoy
tormenting me. But you can go too far--even with me. Under ordinary
circumstances I should have respected your wishes, and not persecuted
you with my unwelcome attentions; but this is not an ordinary time,
and you have goaded me beyond bearing, and I tell you--and you shall
hear it--that I shall love you till I die--and beyond. You can’t alter
it.”
He paused, expecting an outburst of anger, but Georgia’s head was
turned away from him, and she made no answer.
“I didn’t mean to make you cry,” he said at last, apprehensively, his
conscience smiting him for his roughness. “I know by what you have
said that you have enough to bear already.”
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