British -- Asia -- Fiction; Women physicians -- Fiction
“I am not crying!” said Georgia, resenting the accusation indignantly,
and for one moment she turned her eyes upon him. They were shining,
but not with tears. Dick thought that it was with anger, and her words
served to confirm him in his belief. “I have tried to be patient with
you,” she went on quickly, and her voice seemed to him to be throbbing
with wounded pride, “but you are too unfair. You say you love me, but
how do you treat me? Since we met last March--as you said just now;
you see that I can hoard up grudges as well as you--you have done
nothing but parade your contempt for me, and for everything I care
for. What do you know about the New Woman? What do you know about me?
and yet you have persecuted me continually with the name, which you,
at any rate, meant to be one of reproach. I don’t know what your idea
of love may be, but I think that it ought to teach a little
tenderness--a little consideration for the other person’s feelings.
How dare you tell me that you love me? You might, if you could bend me
to your own pattern; but you can’t, and so you have done your best to
show that you dislike me. Not that your dislike signifies to me in the
least, of course,” with superb disdain, “but I don’t see why you
should render yourself generally unpleasant by exhibiting it.”
“Make a little allowance for me, please. I loved you, and you would
not listen to me. I daresay I have made an awful idiot of myself,
but----”
“Don’t say that you had excuse. I was always willing to be friends
with you, if you would only----”
“Friends? I don’t want your friendship. There can be no such thing
between you and me. I must have all or nothing.”
“And by way of getting all, you did everything you could to make it
impossible for me to give you anything? I am not a Griselda, and if
you will excuse my saying it, I don’t think nature intended you for a
Petruchio. Were you really under the impression that the best way of
winning a woman’s heart was to abuse all her friends and pour contempt
on all her interests? How could I learn to care for you?”
“I am very sorry, Georgie,” said Dick, humbly enough.
“It is possible to be sorry too late,” Georgia went on mercilessly;
but he interrupted her with a burst of passion.
“Don’t I know that? Hasn’t it tormented me day and night since I knew
that you cared for him? Don’t try me too far. I have done my best not
to worry you since that day, and if I could do anything to make you
happy with him, I would; but I can’t stand it if you begin to moralise
on the subject. You expect too much of a man.”
“I don’t know what you mean,” said Georgia, turning round quickly. Her
face had grown very pale. “Who is the person you are talking about?”
“Why, Stratford, of course,” said Dick, off his guard. Georgia’s eyes
flamed.
“Stratford? You thought I was in love with Mr Stratford? After that, I
don’t think there is anything more that need be said, Major North.
Will you kindly let me pass?”
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