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“Not so,” said the Princess, decisively, “for had that been all, my
love would have won him to honour our customs for my sake,” and her
hard eyes softened at the touch of some early memory. “Listen to me, O
doctor lady, and judge between my lord and me. My first husband was
very old, and when he died I mourned for him almost as for a father.
To him I was a child and a plaything--he was not unkind, but I was
nothing to him, and I knew it. Then for some time I dwelt at the
Palace, under the protection of my cousin the Queen. In those days
every one was talking of the valour and wisdom of a new favourite of
our lord the King, a captive from among the hillmen of the south, but
a convert to the faith of Islam. He had repelled the hostile tribes on
our northern border, and extended the kingdom beyond the utmost limits
it had hitherto attained, and he was coming in triumph to
Kubbet-ul-Haj to lay his spoils at the King’s feet. When that day
came, the Queen and I, with our women, were watching the ceremony from
our balcony above the throne. The slave-girls exclaimed at the
vastness of the spoil, but I saw only the victor. Surely, I thought,
he is as an angel of God! While I watched him, the Queen came close to
me and whispered in my ear, ‘That is the bridegroom our lord intends
for thee, my Nafiza. Doth he please thee?’ O doctor lady, I thought
that I should die of joy! On all sides I heard congratulations, but I
congratulated myself most of all. Surely never did woman gain her
heart’s desire more speedily, nor more speedily see it turn to dust
and ashes when gained! My nurse told me afterwards that on our
wedding-night she had seen how things would fall out. I was waiting
for my bridegroom, she with me, that she might remove my veil and
leave him to behold my face. He came in without a salutation to either
of us, and sat down beside me upon the divan. My nurse was angry, and
said sharply, ‘It is not the custom in Ethiopia to sit uninvited in
the presence of the daughter of the King’s uncle.’ ‘O mother,’ he
replied, ‘I stand before no woman in Ethiopia, least of all my own
wife.’ My nurse was much disturbed. ‘Wilt thou still marry him,
Nafiza, my dove?’ she whispered, so that only I could hear; ‘the King
will not suffer thee to be insulted.’ But I, thinking, ‘He must surely
be a great prince in his own country, to speak thus to a king’s
granddaughter!’ motioned to her to lift my veil, saying, ‘It is well,
O my nurse; go on.’ And thus was I married, and evil was my marriage.
For in the night I would hear my lord speaking in his own tongue in
his sleep, and I knew that he spoke of his own land. But more; I
learnt why nothing that I could do could please him, or bring his eyes
to look upon me with favour. He had no love for me, he had married me
at the King’s command, and I could not even hope that in time I might
be able to win his affection, for always in the night he called upon
the name of another woman.”
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