Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
The sexton came night after night; he also was a lonely man; and he
dearly loved a pound. In a week he was richer than he had ever been
before. It became difficult for him to take a disinterested view of the
determined progress which the patient made towards complete recovery and
consequent independence. The situation, however, had its little
compensations: at all events it enabled the imaginary sufferer to crow
over the real one to his heart's content.
"Ah, sir, you don't fare to know what that is to be right ill, like I.
_You_ never had a fine fat frog settun in your middle an' keepun all the
good out o' your stummick. That get every bite I eat, an' then that cry
for more. Croap, croap, croap!"
One day brought forth an unsuspected fact. The sexton was no longer
sexton at all. There had been no more burials. The school-bell was rung
on Sundays, as all the week, by the schoolmaster's son. Busby had been
dismissed with a present, as long ago as the month of August; but that
was not all. He had thereupon left the Church in justifiable dudgeon,
and thrown in his spiritual lot with the Particular Baptists in the
little flint chapel between the Linkworth turning and the Flint House.
He now exhorted Mr. Carlton to do the same.
"If you do, sir," said Busby, "you'll never fall no more."
Carlton winced. But the man had saved his life. Nothing should annoy him
from the kind old imbecile who had come to his succour while the sound
world stood aloof.
"You don't know that," he said quietly.
"But I do," declared the other. "I'm like to know. God's children can't
sin, and I'm one on 'em."
Carlton opened his eyes.
"Do you mean to tell me you never sin?"
"I mean to tell you, sir," said the solemn sexton, "that, since God laid
his hand on me, now seven month ago, I've never once committed the
shadder of a sin."
"Then, if I were you, I should remember what St. Paul says--'Let him
that thinketh he standeth take heed--lest--he--fall.'"
The text faltered; it was terribly two-edged; but Carlton had not
perceived the pitfall until he was over the brink. He had forgotten
himself in his scorn, and spoken impulsively as the man that he had been
the year before. But the inveterate egotist was conveniently full of
himself, and his pat retort quite free from offence.
"Fall?" said he, with his foolish eyes wide open. "Why, I couldn't do
that if I tried; and I have tried, just to see; but I fare to have
forgotten how to sin. Do you believe me, sir, I can't even raise a swear
at this little varmin what's killun me inch by inch. Why, I'm grateful
to it! But I do sometimes fare to cry to think I have to stay another
day in this world o' sin, when I know there's a place prepared for me in
heaven above."
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