Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Gwynneth took the short step that brought her to the opening of the
shed. She had suddenly discovered that the rain had never ceased
pattering on the corrugated roof, and was wondering when the shower
would stop. She wished it was fair, for more reasons than one. It was
high time she took Georgie away; and she did not know what Musk would
say when he heard where they had been. She only knew his opinion of
parsons generally, and of all that they professed, though she had once
heard him allow that they were not all as bad as this one. Besides, even
Gwynneth felt natural qualms in the society of an outcast whom no one
else went near, quite apart from the popular conviction that he had
burnt his own church to the ground. That she had never believed. And
now, when she found him all but at his work; when she saw him at close
quarters, aged and bent, with tattered clothes and battered hands, yet
handsome as ever, and now picturesque; and when she looked upon the
gigantic work that had aged him, the finished wall here, the deliberate
preparations there; then that old calumny was blown to final shreds for
Gwynneth. He might have done worse, as she had sometimes heard said, but
he had not done that. And the woman went to work within her: was there
nothing she could do for him? Was there no little luxury she could get
and send him? His clothes were torn--if only she could mend them! Alas!
that she was going abroad next day.
Another moment and she was glad: how could she do anything, a young
girl, when all the rest of the world held aloof? Anything that she did,
or tried to do, would inevitably, if not rightly and properly, be
misconstrued. Yet, after this, it would be too painful to live so near
and to go on doing nothing. She had felt that long ago; and the memory
of their last encounter reoccupied her thoughts. No, she could do no
more now than she had been able to do then. Therefore she was glad to be
going away. And all this passed through her mind in the mere minute that
elapsed before the rain stopped as suddenly as it had begun.
Yet in that minute Robert Carlton had got Georgie back upon his knee,
and Gwynneth caught him trying to extract a promise from the child; in
another he had risen, a duskier bronze than before, and was telling her
honestly what the promise was to have been.
"I wanted him to come again to see me finish that head, but not to tell
his grandparents where he was going, or they would not let him. You see,
I am ashamed of it already! Make allowances for one who has not spoken
to either woman or child for very nearly four years."
Gwynneth was deeply moved.
"Allowances," she could but repeat; "allowances!"
"Allow'nces, allow'nces!" chimed Georgie, to whom a new word was
necessarily humorous.
Carlton picked him up, and kissed him lightly for the last time. To
Gwynneth he only bowed. And she was longing to take his hand.
"Good-bye, Miss Gleed; a good journey and a happy time to you."
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