Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Gwynneth had to say something, since she could do nothing, to show her
sympathy. "I think it's all wonderful--wonderful!" was all she did say,
with a little wave towards the sandstone walls. And yet her small speech
haunted her for weeks, seeming in turns so many things that she had
never meant it to be.
Georgie also waved with energy. "Good-bye, good-bye, I'll see you in the
mornin'!" was his irresponsible farewell.
And so they disappeared together, as the sun shone again through the
trees with the emerald tips, now dripping diamonds too; but to Robert
Carlton that little scene of his endless labours, the shed, the strewed
stones, the barrow, the rising walls, the blossoming chestnuts, the
jewelled elms, had never looked so drab and desolate before.
Yet, long after it was really dark, the lonely man still hovered about
the spot, now standing where the child had stood with his brown pinafore
and his browner legs; now sitting empty-kneed in the empty barrow; now
handling the rough stone head that he had hewn in a few minutes for
little Georgie.
XXIII
DESIGN AND ACCIDENT
Next morning he was early at his arch, and had soon finished the
voussoir which he had been roughing out when this vital interruption
occurred. But he was not satisfied with the stone, and wasted much time
in turning it over and over and wondering whether it would do or not.
Now this was a point upon which Carlton usually knew his mind in a
twinkling. Indecision of any sort was, indeed, among the last of his
failings; but that man is not himself who has not closed an eye all
night; and Robert Carlton had only closed his in prayer.
Later in the morning his case was worse. He would think of the boy until
the chisel went too deep and spoilt another stone. Or, just when he was
beginning to get on, he would drop his tools and wheel round suddenly,
half hoping to see a second little apparition in a sailor hat with the
brim turned down. But these things do not happen twice, much less when
looked and longed for, as Carlton knew very well. And yet his knowledge
did not help him in the matter; on the other hand, it drove him again
and again to his gate, to gaze wistfully up and down the road he never
traversed; and this was the most disastrous habit of all.
Once more the work stood still; for the first time in three whole years,
it stood practically still for days.
Meanwhile, at the Flint House, there had never been any secret as to
what had happened between showers at the church. Gwynneth had told Mrs.
Musk, and Mrs. Musk had deemed it better to tell Jasper himself than to
let him gather the truth from Georgie's prattle. And in the event Musk
took it better than his wife had dared to hope, merely vilifying quick
and dead with renewed rancour, and grimly undertaking that the incident
should not occur again.
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