Atonement -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Illegitimate children -- Fiction
Now it was the second lesson. The rector was reading it in the same
sweet voice, with all his old precision and knowledge of his mother
tongue, and never a trip or an undue emphasis. No one would have
believed that that voice had been all but silent for five whole years.
And yet some change there was, something different in the reading,
something even in the voice; the clerical monotone was abandoned, the
reading was more human, natural, and sympathetic. The change was in
keeping with others. The rector wore no vestments in the naked eye of
heaven, but only his cassock, his surplice, and his Oxford hood. There
were flowers upon the simple table behind him, such roses as still grew
wild in his tangled garden, but no candle to melt double in the sun. The
lectern he had done his best to burnish; but it was still a cripple from
the fire. Above, the rector's hair shone like silver, for the sun swept
over it, but the lean dark face was all in shadow. Gwynneth only saw the
fresh trim cut of the grizzled beard, and the walnut colour of the
gnarled hand drooping over the book. That speaking hand!
Now it was the first hymn--actually! So he dared to have hymns, and to
sing them if necessary by himself! But it was not necessary, and not
only Gwynneth joined in with all the little voice she possessed, but
presently there were false notes from the other end of the bench, and
the saddler was not silent. But Robert Carlton's voice rang sweet and
clear above the rest:--
"Jesu, Lover of my soul,
Let me to Thy Bosom fly,
While the gathering waters roll,
While the tempest still is high:
Hide me, O my Saviour, hide,
Till the storm of life is past:
Safe into the haven guide,
O receive my soul at last . . ."
The hymn haunted Gwynneth upon her knees, taking her mind from the
remaining prayers. It was a hymn that she had loved as a little child,
and now it seemed so simple and so whole-hearted to one who longed
always to be both. But it was the passionate humility of it that touched
and filled the heart; and yet there had been neither tremor nor appeal
in the voice that led; and the humility was only in accord with one of
the simplest services ever held.
The second hymn was another of Gwynneth's favourites; she could not
afterwards have said which, for in the middle Mr. Carlton knelt, and
then came forward to the twisted lectern at the head of the aisle.
It was not a sermon; it was only a very few words. Yet in Long Stow
nothing else was talked of that day, nor for many a day to follow.
The few words were these:--
"The first verse of the nineteenth psalm:
"_The heavens declare the glory of God; and the
firmament sheweth his handywork._
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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